Saturday, March 26, 2005
cheering up my sad sad life..
cheering up my sad sad life..
today, i went out wit ASHA, MUDNUR n his BROTHERS n KUZZIN..well, its a great tyme..aint bored wit the crazee things n wackey jokes dey does..2gether, we went to watch concert hanyut at paya lebar.it was farking bored.but the songs are kewl la.alot of pple there..esp the mats n minahs..farking hate the mat cool walks n bitchy minahs..haishh..k.well, i've seen some punkies too.they're juz cool like me.hahaa!seriously, didnt enjoy the concert.yah!hmm.juz sitting wit mudnur n looking ard on pple n chit chating wit him abt my new prob.both of us 2gether share our probs.well,juz get to noe him n we try to noe each other well too!i find him cute.really.hah.fren oni la..he's nice..really nice.can bcome my bezfwen oredi.or mayb ma boo?neh~hah.lame.k.it was quite bored actualli.hmm..nice meeting his kuzzie fren.penny,her name.she's cool n nice dudette.dunoe her.but she suddenly sponsor me smth ah.u noe.i noe.public dunoe.haaa.overall, having a great n nice tyme wit them ah.esp MUDNUR and the crazee kuzzin! heahea. ehk!!jgn mara ehk alfie!!wakakaa.hey mudnur! you're nice.lurve u as fren.muachkz! i'll never leave u behind or treat u unkind.;o)
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
no use for a name.
no use for a name.
hie.she's heart broken.no use writing a * for * .farking useless.it was all lies.just lies. so, don't speak.she's just like a piece of tissue which used to wipe dirts and throw it away.aniwae,a useless fag too. ='(
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Friday, March 18, 2005
arts@camp [16,17 n 18 March]
arts@camp [16,17 n 18 March]
CAMP SUCKS.FARKING BORED.
hmmmmm.LURVE THE BAND!!!!!! WE praticing well n we can do it!!! we're improving!!! weee!!~~ =) thx ALLUMNIs for coming down at our camp!!! glad to see u dudes..!! hEy baNdits!!!! 3 more weeks to go!!~ do muach betta k!!!!!
hmmmmm.LURVE THE BAND!!!!!! WE praticing well n we can do it!!! we're improving!!! weee!!~~ =) thx ALLUMNIs for coming down at our camp!!! glad to see u dudes..!! hEy baNdits!!!! 3 more weeks to go!!~ do muach betta k!!!!!
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Monday, March 14, 2005
my happy times
my happy times
today.i went to suntec wit HIM. (some of u all noe ryte?) yeaaaa!!! HIM!!!!to watch the cheerleading competition, Cheerobics 2005. iTs kinda interestingg..especially BANGKOK cheerleaders.thier stunts and dances is sooo the power!!!really.hmmm..its very tired lehhz..standing for an hour plus..wakaozz..from the beginning of the competition to the end.fuhh~~! we den go meet my frens..zaki,syiqin and murne..oso meet fairul..kak diana n karim.from the warriors..they're cool.hmm.after the thingy..me n my hubby decided to go sumwher.so, i chose to go the esplanade..hmm.its cool.sweet.fun.enjoying.walking hand to hand wit him.i love YOU cyg.REALLY. dun wanna once let u go.hee.
kk.after we went to the esplanade..i decided to eat.we den went to the marina sq izit?haha.i not sure la.the fast food restaurants are all closed seyy.wadda dey? tired sia.walk til there.den come back to ct hall.haish!!k.my hubby den decided to go....err...eat la.at penin there.at last.end up at funan.haa.otw to funan, i saw my frens.yea.hmm..they're nisa.terica.n nad.k..den we go eat at funan.the tricon fast food restaurant there.paiseh leh.he buy for me cheesefries.haa.at least got someting to eat enof liao lehz.thxxx dearr!!..hmm.den after eating.decided to went back ah.late liao.cant go back late actuali.
otw back in the mrt,we have muach fun la.we play2.joke2 ard.laugh2 ard.haa.dats cool.dats fun.lurvee being wit him mann.haishh.thxx dear for sending me home..n not to 4get..u have gave me ur 1st kish..n dat was a WOW.heaheahea.enoff liao lehz.dun wan to talk muach abt todae oredi.haaa.k.hope to meet u someday again k?? i'll be mishing u.n loving u.always.
kk.after we went to the esplanade..i decided to eat.we den went to the marina sq izit?haha.i not sure la.the fast food restaurants are all closed seyy.wadda dey? tired sia.walk til there.den come back to ct hall.haish!!k.my hubby den decided to go....err...eat la.at penin there.at last.end up at funan.haa.otw to funan, i saw my frens.yea.hmm..they're nisa.terica.n nad.k..den we go eat at funan.the tricon fast food restaurant there.paiseh leh.he buy for me cheesefries.haa.at least got someting to eat enof liao lehz.thxxx dearr!!..hmm.den after eating.decided to went back ah.late liao.cant go back late actuali.
otw back in the mrt,we have muach fun la.we play2.joke2 ard.laugh2 ard.haa.dats cool.dats fun.lurvee being wit him mann.haishh.thxx dear for sending me home..n not to 4get..u have gave me ur 1st kish..n dat was a WOW.heaheahea.enoff liao lehz.dun wan to talk muach abt todae oredi.haaa.k.hope to meet u someday again k?? i'll be mishing u.n loving u.always.
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
+*SYF [BAND] 2005*+
+*SYF [BAND] 2005*+
hEy bANd!! SYF is COMiNG yaHH...dO uR veRY BeST...!!! HoPE dIs TymE wiN SomEtINg arH..i ReaLLy waNT ah...!! puHLEeSeee i BEg alL of u!!!! thIS is MiNE anD tHE SeNioRs laST chaNCe u Noe..!! B4 wE paSs out, we ReALly waNNa eNjoY wiF fUll of HAPPINESS wif the bANd lehZ..evRyboDy is WeLcoME to JoiN us The FuN..!! OK GO!~
bTW here's the informaTioN on oUR sYf:
DaTe/DaY : 15th April 2005 (FriDay)
Perf No : 126
RepoRtiNG Time : 9 am
PErf Time : 945 am
Band(s) b4 us : Ghim MOh seC
" after " : Raffles Girls' Sch
Venue : Singapore Conference Hall
To the BAND => DO YOUR VERY BEST N ALL THE BEST!!!
WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!!!!!!
SLMB RAWKS!!!!!!!!!
ONE BAND
ONE SOUND!!!!!!!!!!!! weEeeEeEe!!!~~ BAND RULEZ!!!!
bTW here's the informaTioN on oUR sYf:
DaTe/DaY : 15th April 2005 (FriDay)
Perf No : 126
RepoRtiNG Time : 9 am
PErf Time : 945 am
Band(s) b4 us : Ghim MOh seC
" after " : Raffles Girls' Sch
Venue : Singapore Conference Hall
To the BAND => DO YOUR VERY BEST N ALL THE BEST!!!
WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!!!!!!
SLMB RAWKS!!!!!!!!!
ONE BAND
ONE SOUND!!!!!!!!!!!! weEeeEeEe!!!~~ BAND RULEZ!!!!
+flautist [Sectional Leader]+
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
todae in skool....................
todae in skool....................
wOOoooShhh! todae was like a farking day! i've been lecture by my form teacher.SHAMA. n oso my maths teacher.ERIC. itz sooo farking irritating til i wanna close both my ears!! aargh! nag.nag.nag. wadda?!
k.during recess tyme................................i've bought nasi briyani from Cik MAs stall. den while i was enjoying the foooood, i found a DEAD MAGGOT inside the rice!!!!! wadd`the! it was sooo damn disgusted man.! really.! it looks cooked n summore the colour is the same as the rice. i almost eat it btw......fuhh!!!~~ lucky i check.b4 i eat, i notice dat there's someting hard, legs.n den the head!i wass frrreaaaking shockkk n i shouted..!! it was soooo EEEEYUCKS!! i den no more appetide.but still, i try to eat slowly la.hungry.wat to do ryte.but i didnt finished all.eeee...i tink i will not buy food from there oredi ahhhhhhhh.... mayb.lol!=X
k.during recess tyme................................i've bought nasi briyani from Cik MAs stall. den while i was enjoying the foooood, i found a DEAD MAGGOT inside the rice!!!!! wadd`the! it was sooo damn disgusted man.! really.! it looks cooked n summore the colour is the same as the rice. i almost eat it btw......fuhh!!!~~ lucky i check.b4 i eat, i notice dat there's someting hard, legs.n den the head!i wass frrreaaaking shockkk n i shouted..!! it was soooo EEEEYUCKS!! i den no more appetide.but still, i try to eat slowly la.hungry.wat to do ryte.but i didnt finished all.eeee...i tink i will not buy food from there oredi ahhhhhhhh.... mayb.lol!=X
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BouT ToDae....It SuCks AniWae....!!!!!
Hie.....Syiqin here....Niwae YANA thanks fer letting me share ur blog wit me....Coz niwae we share almost the same problems..... Well juzs wanna tell you guyzs tat my daes now are so freaking boring and meaningless wit out him....It's all my fault..!!!!If i had one wish, I'd wished tat i would cherish and love the person whu cares bout me witout me noticing.....I HATE myself...!!!!!Sorry FAIRUL that i didn't comfort you and give u all my love when we were together.....Really i mean it.....Haiz i juzs have to accept dis...Love cnt be force....Hope u'll be happy wit ur new gerl k....Bt juzs telling you tat i will always love and miss you no matter wat happen....Todae skool like normal...If cannot study den sleep ah.....Bt todae i am freaking pissed off wit my form teacher "Shama".....Guess wat....Todae during recess time,we were having our meal, den YANA bought nasi briyani from Cik Mas stall....She eat until like crazy.....and suddenly....she found A DEAD MAGGOT between her rice....it was cooked....n the same colour as the rice...!!!!! YUCKS...!!!!! Bt den i juzs continue eating my nasi briyani...Coz i too hungry......YANA until no appetite to eat her rice....Bt she juzs continue...YUCKS...!!!!! disgusting ryte?????????????lol! k dats all for now....gtg.....i will update dis blog next tyme....For FAIRUL.....I MISS YOU....
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Monday, March 07, 2005
ooOOMy MeSsAgE FrOm Me To HiMOOoo
You were always so perfect to me, So soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, Without a second glance.
I never distrusted those eyes, Because i knew you would always love me continously.
I promised you i'd always try,but slowly you were losing me.
I would always have given you anything, Just to keep ur interest.
Telling my heart not to forget, That you are my life and everything.
I will never regret, Spending my whole lifetime with you.
Maybe you'd be to hard for me to miss, So now i'm saying i am still in LOVE with you.
I wanted more than juz the love and care, That i found between us.
You said you were sincere with your feelings towards me, So i gave my fullest heart and feelings for you too.
I cried myself to sleep, Knowing the times we shared must end.
I couldn't let my emotion run deep,But i can't help it, i want you to be the one, Sharing my happy times together with me.
But eventually,because of love, The friendship between us fade away and soon does not exist.
I juz can't let it be and juz walk away, Pretending i don't love you.
Never once did i push u away, But everything comes to an end.
So all that's left to say to you, You are my everything, MY LIFE, MY HOPE, MY LOVE N CARE, You are MY ONLY ONE......I LOVE YOU.... I LOVE LOVING YOU....I don't want to lose you, please understand how i feel too
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING.....
ooOO PaRt TwO oF My LifE OOoo
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants
Sympathy or pity,
She cries because crying silently is
No longer possible,
The pain,hurt n agony become too big
A burden to be kept inside her.......
By a broken hearted gerl,
~SyiQin~
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
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hhiie.decided to share posts with my bestfren, syiqin. she've dedicated dis msg to someone who broke her heart.so, here it goes.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
Its `em!!..WiCckeDd!~
my [D]a[r]L[i]n[g]z..co0l huH?!
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isss gettiinng ssoo sstressed uup. tyyme's fasst. 'n' level coming sooon yahh..die2..
ssoo bbored ttodae.ccreatte neuw blogg ah.askk amin forr help too.thx deer.hee.
ishhk..i really pity myy besstfrenn, syiqin. i feel damnn sadd for herr man.really.just noww in art room.she cried.i hope she wiill be fine abt herr situation.thk me i makke her cheerr upp wit my crapp n lamee jokkes adding wit myy irritating wiccked laaugh jusst now.waahaaa.
k la.gtg now.adios
ssoo bbored ttodae.ccreatte neuw blogg ah.askk amin forr help too.thx deer.hee.
ishhk..i really pity myy besstfrenn, syiqin. i feel damnn sadd for herr man.really.just noww in art room.she cried.i hope she wiill be fine abt herr situation.thk me i makke her cheerr upp wit my crapp n lamee jokkes adding wit myy irritating wiccked laaugh jusst now.waahaaa.
k la.gtg now.adios
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Friday, March 04, 2005
The Wierd Freaks!!!!
SMILE!!!!!!
im gonna eat YOU up!
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tick-tock-krrriiinnngg!!!
hie.i've broke up wit him on the first of feb.he asked for it.im sooo farking pissed off.
i really regret being wit him.he bastard me.he wit another gerl, who is my skool mate, 1 week b4 he break wit me.but why in the very ferst place he want me?good thing i've 4get abt him.haa.bastero.hate farking bastero.
i really regret being wit him.he bastard me.he wit another gerl, who is my skool mate, 1 week b4 he break wit me.but why in the very ferst place he want me?good thing i've 4get abt him.haa.bastero.hate farking bastero.
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