Sunday, October 30, 2005
today was suck.
today was suck.
i had a sucky day today. i dunwanna talk abt it. cos it really hurts my feelings. this is like my saddest moment i had. and i cried so much today. bye.
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Friday, October 21, 2005
THIS IS THE ONE I DREW WHEN I
HAF NTH TO DO JUZ NOW!....
ME, FRENS & MULYSA!!!!!
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session.
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halos. todae... was my band session. well, woke up at 10++. almost 11. gonna meet shikin at 1130 actualli.. but den she juz woke up too. we meet ard 12. and den meet dila at yishun. we went to OrchidCountryClub to apply job there. well the place was like soooo big n confusing. we go rounding and look for cafe(s). went a few place and end up at the reception counter. tried to ask the receptionist abt where is the banquet..but den the other receptionist called us..den she asked us "u all wanna interview huh ?" but in malay uh. den we say yes yes. so she asked us to take out our ez-link or ic for zap it..den she pass us the forms to fill in lor. den after filling in the forms, den she said ok, dats all. hmm dunoe when dey gonna call us to noe whether we get the job anot. ok den we go back..but i told them to wait a min cos i wanna check out the ballroom. its loike sooo cool. heaha. but den we didnt get to see inside uh... Awww. wateva. ok den after dat, gonna go 611 for session.. wait for fendy(bassist) at admiralty mrt.. tot he came oredi but den turn up at marsiling mrt. hahaha! nvm nvm. he came to meet me den. after meeting him, we proceed to 611. all my band mates was there excluding ace(lead.g). its ok but i haf fun having session wit fendy. he teaches me some parts of the songs dat we gonna play. well, we managed to play 2 songs oredi! weeee~ but oni left wit my drummer n lead guitarist. juz now was ok la. hmm den alot of pple come.. my skoolmates of cos.. well been missing them. hea. den while session-ing, my kuzzins(ehem-ehem) came... n its like woah~~~~ sooo many pple dat i noe turn up! wee~ n oh-ma-gawd! i saw HIM! its HIM!!! i was like... urghhh! wateva. HIS guitar was wit me..n he;s like asking, " hey! why my guitar here?" in malay la. den i like... wateva. i juz continue playing it la. someone asked for the guitar so i gif him lor. now the guitar its not wit me. hurhur. den wat im gonna pract?? shitness sey... hmm ok, den i have my last talk to my band and den i chiao wit fendy.. argggh! he was like looking2 at me. n i was like looking2 at him! like errrgh! heeeesh. ok wateva. den reach home, eat, den play comp. i haf nothing to do den i drew an emo guy using paint! ohh i dunoe i can do it! hea! ok, i gtg now! i wanna bathe! hahahaha!
take note:nxt fri is our very first jamming! well first la cos add in new comers wat.. weee! ok go! [time now is 10:30]
halos. todae... was my band session. well, woke up at 10++. almost 11. gonna meet shikin at 1130 actualli.. but den she juz woke up too. we meet ard 12. and den meet dila at yishun. we went to OrchidCountryClub to apply job there. well the place was like soooo big n confusing. we go rounding and look for cafe(s). went a few place and end up at the reception counter. tried to ask the receptionist abt where is the banquet..but den the other receptionist called us..den she asked us "u all wanna interview huh ?" but in malay uh. den we say yes yes. so she asked us to take out our ez-link or ic for zap it..den she pass us the forms to fill in lor. den after filling in the forms, den she said ok, dats all. hmm dunoe when dey gonna call us to noe whether we get the job anot. ok den we go back..but i told them to wait a min cos i wanna check out the ballroom. its loike sooo cool. heaha. but den we didnt get to see inside uh... Awww. wateva. ok den after dat, gonna go 611 for session.. wait for fendy(bassist) at admiralty mrt.. tot he came oredi but den turn up at marsiling mrt. hahaha! nvm nvm. he came to meet me den. after meeting him, we proceed to 611. all my band mates was there excluding ace(lead.g). its ok but i haf fun having session wit fendy. he teaches me some parts of the songs dat we gonna play. well, we managed to play 2 songs oredi! weeee~ but oni left wit my drummer n lead guitarist. juz now was ok la. hmm den alot of pple come.. my skoolmates of cos.. well been missing them. hea. den while session-ing, my kuzzins(ehem-ehem) came... n its like woah~~~~ sooo many pple dat i noe turn up! wee~ n oh-ma-gawd! i saw HIM! its HIM!!! i was like... urghhh! wateva. HIS guitar was wit me..n he;s like asking, " hey! why my guitar here?" in malay la. den i like... wateva. i juz continue playing it la. someone asked for the guitar so i gif him lor. now the guitar its not wit me. hurhur. den wat im gonna pract?? shitness sey... hmm ok, den i have my last talk to my band and den i chiao wit fendy.. argggh! he was like looking2 at me. n i was like looking2 at him! like errrgh! heeeesh. ok wateva. den reach home, eat, den play comp. i haf nothing to do den i drew an emo guy using paint! ohh i dunoe i can do it! hea! ok, i gtg now! i wanna bathe! hahahaha!
take note:nxt fri is our very first jamming! well first la cos add in new comers wat.. weee! ok go! [time now is 10:30]
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
ANOTHER PIC OF US! =))
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
WE ARE THE GILER GANG! =D
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wat a wonderpool day.
wowwww! yesterday, saturday! wass awesome!! went out wit 24 other people. who are nisa,ayu,adli,shikin,hasif,ayul,alep,azri,yan,chupchup,yus,elli and many more laa who is ayul frens. can't really remember the names of the rest of the people. well, at ferst meet them at cck mrt station. den proceed to paya lebar, walk2 ard geylang. something coincidence happened yest. well all of us make a pitstop at paya lebar mrt station while me, adli n shikin stuck inside the control station. becos of over timing. hmm we haf to pay 2 bucks for it. i deduct it from my card. walaoz, juz top-up n need to deduct. shitness sak. nvm nvm. hmm k, den while i was at the ticket office, i look ard and saw HIM. oh gosh! my heart was telling, "oh-its him!" but i replied to it saying, "oh-NOO-no-no! why must i see him? argh shitness!". well i planned not to approach him but den, oh well, just approach him la. haha. i tink he saw me but act didnt saw me. i can see dat. i touched his arms and say hoi! hahah. den he gave me his hands for a handshake. ok watever. den wait outside the mrt station for alep n his fren. den proceed to geylang! heaha. walk n walk n walk. den smell dengdeng! haha. didnt buy it ah. too bad!~ but got taste it! well, chupchup gave me some to taste. it was sweet. yum-yum. i should buy it la. ok den walk n walk walk n make some pitstops. cos 1 person lost, we must wait n tell him/her where to meet up. so leceh huh ? ok den the tyme was going to break fast. we make a pitstop at macdonald. we sit there, combine tables n chairs outside the mac while some of them r inside the mac for 45 mins. heaha. me, shikin, adli n hasif decide to buy food at the alongside food shops. we juz bought burger special called hashimoto. haha! dunoe la. den the boys went in mac to buy us drinks. den eat2 oredi , wahh! so full becos drink gassy drink. anot i still hungry sey. hehe. ohk den we walk n walk n walk..den in the mid, all of us decide to go town. actualli i planned to go MULYSA's gig. but den.. so sorry guys. well, skali skale kluar ngan kwn2 chat, kwn2 lame, n kwn2 baru. well i did called them to say im sorry dat i didnt get to go thier gig. nxt tyme perhaps. hmm k, den we proceed to town. well there;s a lot of crappy thing we do. me n nisa are like normal. crazeee! like duh!~ hahaha. nisa asked me to become her gf for awhile. we;re really like couples. when i get seperated from her, she will call my name. "yana! where are u.." haha. we laugh n laugh n laugh after we had our meal. haf the mood! b4 we break fast, we really have no mood lehz. haha. ok wateva. the guys are sooo crazee! they make me laugh alot! yea! coolness! the guys are known to be jackasses! hahaha! really. den at town, go far east plaza. look2 ard the shops. den nisa decided to go back. well dat tyme was 9++. den everybody was like accompany us go home. i mean, dey oni sent us orchard mrt control station. aww. izint dat sweet? hahaha. den we take shots of pictures. well its cool though. well i had a lot of fun wit them uh. one day will go out again wit them. heaha. so i went back wit nisa,ayu,adli,shikin n hasif. the 6 of us lives nearby though. in the mrt, all are slacking. well me n hasif can't stop crapping. haha. we owaes step mengumpat abt adli. hehehe. adli fed up till he pinches hasifs' stomach. haha.when i was browsing thru my hp, my father called me. nag nag at me. haha. wateva. ok, den me n hasif k-po sak. there;s dis apek here hu was playing a game at his hp. soo irritating sey the sound. den i started to crap abt the apek. den we suspect when he looses, he shook his head n the sound goes.. well, cant describe it here. hahaa. ok den hasif gtg. den adli. den ayu. den me n nisa. i gave them this peppermint sweets b4 we seperated. well it was hot til adli msg me "eh pedas!". hahaha. hmm overall i had a very fun and enjoyable day! well i didnt felt tired at all. i slept ard 2+ yest i guess. i cant sleep! til i woke up today ard 1+ . heaha. today, stay up at home since yest i went out all day. tomorow, got plan. me n my kuzzin going to my aunty house to babysit. i haf to be there at 7am sak. ishh. ok la, at least i going out tomorow rather than staying at home ryte.. k la dat all. feels like ZzzZzz now by looking at the weather. soo cooling. ok, cheerios!~
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
jobs jobs jobs.
jobs jobs jobs.
today..... met krim ferst at the interchange. den we proceed to kembangan for applying dis job. well i still dunoe wat kind of job la. its soo far for me. but if i get dat job oso cool. the pay was ok. den..at there, met ifa, shida, kb n bear. after interviewing, we went off to go to sengkang. well, compass point again... for interview at pizza-hut. den met sya n nad at there. den we proceed to pizza-hut. waiting for the manager was like sooo long. ok. the manager was like oh-gosh! soo sarcastic n oso give lame jokes. he said he has four wives. is it true? hahaha. lame. oh-well wateva. haha. there;s dis gerl, well she;s 21. but she looks much more younger. she looks weird. she oso joined our interview wit the manager. after the long talk, he asked us to come back tomorrow for training. i feel like i dunwan dis job sey. cos.. dunoe eh? hehe. k after the interview, we chill out ferst while sya went off to geylang. den after dat go home la. tired sey. when i came back, my mom said someone called from kedai 21? hahaha. i said to her i didnt apply any kedai 21. haha. but i guess its not it la. i tink its the kembangan one. hope so! yea. but den dat person gonna call me back at nyte. soo i juz haf to wait.
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oh-no.
ok, yesterday was great spending tyme wit nad, sya n karim. but was very very very tired. u noe why? must gave up all my energy lor while i am fasting. lol. four of us went to find werk. at ferst, we stay up at the interchange for quite a long tyme. cos deciding of where to go. heaha. ok we den proceed to hougang mall. we walk ard a few shops. but den there;s seem no job vacancies. den after dat, chill at kedai kopi awhile. searching for jobs ads in the newspaper. and we find out dis ad seems interesting. well, its pay was s$1200 per mth. n dey need n level students which are duh!~ definetely us. so we decided to call the office. den dey asked to interview them today. den we just "ok go!" lor. ok, after dat, we proceed to compass point. cos there seems to have many werking place like fast-food restaurants and watsoeva. we walk n walk n walk. go to one shop to another. eg. metro,watson,delifrance,kiddy palace, pizza-hut, cookie shop, rotiboy shop(heahhaa), STARBUCKS! n watsoeva. u noe y starbucks in capital letters? heahhaa. ok, well, ferst of all, we went in n ask the worker whether is there any vacancy. he den asked us to wait for awhile while we do our own things. den i saw many sweets on dis small table. n i tot it was free. nad says, "yana take uh. its free". so i decided to take lor. hahah. den after taking four lolis n two peppermint sweets without pple knowing, and even my frens didnt notice it, sya decided to go out bcos of the quite long wait. so we go out lor. den i took out the peppermint sweets which is covered by a very nice metal casing box, den there;s a price tag which shows $4.00. hahahahhaha! den i was like oh-ma-gawd! im a stealer!!! hahahahha! but hey! im not !! well, i dunoe it needs to pay. i tot it was freeeeeee! hahahaha. oh-well wat to do. just keep it lor. but hoooray!! hahaah. ok den bla3.
after break fast at burger king, we decided to go 169. well, i was shock when i see who called my hp. well, it was aizan n aydil after all. dey asked me where are we. n we proceed to 169 cos dey are ard there. while waiting for the fcuking 161, we talk abt teletubbies! hahahah. oh gosh. ok wateva. got some jokes abt it la. k den we take the double decker bus, i lead them to sit at the very front seats. n we are like "best nyer!" hahaha. mcm jakon gitu kanz... heahha. den we make sooo much noise. ah! we are the loudess! we sing together like as if we are having video clip. hahaha. ok, best uh. fun!hahaha. den when we reaching wlds inter, we decided to sleep man! hahaha. cos we are soo tired of joking ard. haha. den aydil called thru HIS hp. asking where are we again. i answered "oh nk masok interchange.otw!" den we take 911 n proceed to 169. den called back telling we reach oredi. well, i saw aizan ferst. den aydil. den........ HIM. oh gosh. i was like arh! wateva. but i really miss him till i stares at him all the tyme without pple noticing. haish. ok den we shift n shift place. til playground. nad went home ferst. den after abt ten mins liddat i went home. den at home, i watch incredible tales. well it was scary though. den went to take a bath. after bath, my mom told me a person called from compass point. n it was from pizza hut. arghh! i miss the call. haha. but nvm. today going interview. two interviews proberbly. HOPE I GET DAT JOB. ok dats all. bye.
after break fast at burger king, we decided to go 169. well, i was shock when i see who called my hp. well, it was aizan n aydil after all. dey asked me where are we. n we proceed to 169 cos dey are ard there. while waiting for the fcuking 161, we talk abt teletubbies! hahahah. oh gosh. ok wateva. got some jokes abt it la. k den we take the double decker bus, i lead them to sit at the very front seats. n we are like "best nyer!" hahaha. mcm jakon gitu kanz... heahha. den we make sooo much noise. ah! we are the loudess! we sing together like as if we are having video clip. hahaha. ok, best uh. fun!hahaha. den when we reaching wlds inter, we decided to sleep man! hahaha. cos we are soo tired of joking ard. haha. den aydil called thru HIS hp. asking where are we again. i answered "oh nk masok interchange.otw!" den we take 911 n proceed to 169. den called back telling we reach oredi. well, i saw aizan ferst. den aydil. den........ HIM. oh gosh. i was like arh! wateva. but i really miss him till i stares at him all the tyme without pple noticing. haish. ok den we shift n shift place. til playground. nad went home ferst. den after abt ten mins liddat i went home. den at home, i watch incredible tales. well it was scary though. den went to take a bath. after bath, my mom told me a person called from compass point. n it was from pizza hut. arghh! i miss the call. haha. but nvm. today going interview. two interviews proberbly. HOPE I GET DAT JOB. ok dats all. bye.
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
wat a day.
wat a day.
hi. just now something stupid happened. well for some of u all, u noe i noe public dunoe. omgosh! it was my ferst tyme a guyfren whom i love most did something foolish to me. HE;s trying to play a fool wit me and play around wit my heart. HE;s a sweet liar i might say. i mean, "sweet". yea. he acted blur when i asked him questions just now. wat the fcuk. im soo pissed off man. well, overall i felt nothing. but confusing. neh nor feeling sad or down. im just hurt. just hurt. hey.we;re just fren. but acted more than dat. but for now, no more. cos i really dunoe wat had happened to him. he;s just a bustard. should i spell it? ok, B-U-S-T-A-R-D. i can;t believe dis gonna happened. no wonder he acted differently nowadays. haish. i should have now forget abt loving him puhleese. i will be glad. =)
ok dats one prob. another prob was, abt my band. ok, for some of u all noe abt it. now im telling all of u. well, my band formed ard last month. we are called "rotten perfume". we are four piece band. n we oni jam n meet up once. well, for the band, i plays the guitar. either rythm or lead. ok, the prob is abt my member who wants to give up on his bass. n asked me to find other bassist cos he wants to be the vocalist. haish. den another person joined in. who is a female vocalist. actualli i want my bassist to just be bassist. n the female vocalist i dun mind. but den.. haish. i really dunoe wat to say abt it. now, need to find bassist. oh gosh. izin;t it a hardwork? after decided who n dat who plays wat, now need to change. haish. i;ll sooo gonna think abt it.
SO, ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED TO BE MY BASSIST FOR MY BAND?
ok dats one prob. another prob was, abt my band. ok, for some of u all noe abt it. now im telling all of u. well, my band formed ard last month. we are called "rotten perfume". we are four piece band. n we oni jam n meet up once. well, for the band, i plays the guitar. either rythm or lead. ok, the prob is abt my member who wants to give up on his bass. n asked me to find other bassist cos he wants to be the vocalist. haish. den another person joined in. who is a female vocalist. actualli i want my bassist to just be bassist. n the female vocalist i dun mind. but den.. haish. i really dunoe wat to say abt it. now, need to find bassist. oh gosh. izin;t it a hardwork? after decided who n dat who plays wat, now need to change. haish. i;ll sooo gonna think abt it.
SO, ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED TO BE MY BASSIST FOR MY BAND?
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
OH LOVE I CAN'T LET GO. SOMETHING'S WRONG I CAN'T LET GO. =(
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tralalaalalaa~
holla. at last i updated my blog! haa. well how was it??? ok anot? ala, oni the back ground n colors i change. hmm feels like its lame. oh well, wateva.
hmm, yea! niwae, just finish my N level exams yesterday. the exam papers was tough though. especially humanities. ahh. fcuk dat off. i love maths! i fell in love wit it! haha. i used to hate maths. but now, ok la. aiming for B3 on my maths. insyaAllah eh. hmm, just hope i will get good grades for my N n pass wit flying colours. im just worried abt my english. haish. hope to pass it.
overall was ok la. yest was my last day of skool. just waiting for the result these holidays. well besides it, i;ll enjoy! but wat the heck happens is... i argued wit my parents just now abt going out. i tot dey say after my Ns im free. but.. just now asked my mom im going out den i cant. wtf ryte? i talk back wateva dey say. but i failed. i jus gve up on it la. one thing is... my mom told me dat i can go out everyday excluding saturdays and sundays. argh! dis made me mad. cos sat is important day for me. i mean like, there will be soo much programmes going on on sats. u noe, GIGS! duh!!~ oh shit. now the thing is dat, nxt sat a fren of mine, ayul invite me go bazaar geylang! n oh! im soo gonna go! but..how?? heaaha. i will try to talk to my mom abt dis. shitness huh?
hmmm k. nxt i wanna talk abt HIM. well, some of u pple noes. so, shh. ayte. i dunoe wats happening between his relationship n mine. we are frens. but treated like more than dat. im glad to have HIM by my side. cos from the bottom of my heart, i really truly deeply madly in love wit him at the beginning of our conversation. well, being feeling bad nowadays cos both of us did not contact wit each other. i dunoe wats going on. well, after i found out everyting abt something, i cried and it hurts me badly. my heart broke into pieces. dat day, i invite him chill out. he disagrees wit it. n dats ok for me cos he says he lazy. den after dat found out he gonna go out wit his fren. ok dats oso ok for me. but the thing is... when i was chilling out wit my frens dat day, he called. im glad! he says he gonna come down wit his fren. after putting down the fone. i scream as im soo the very happy. waited for HIM n his fren under the blk for an hour.. den a fren of mine shouted his fren name. i was like, "oh gosh. he;s here!" . i didnt turned when my fren shouted his name. cos im shy to. den after all, my fren said to me dat HE didnt turn up. i dun quite believe my fren. as i turned, i saw his fren. but not him. im soo pissed off. n my expression of my face turned off. my heart was pumping fast and im just feeling sad. my frens asked me to chill up cos they noe im feeling down. i didnt even talk to them since dat moment. i den went home after a some time. well, till today, i still wondering wat;s going on between two of us. i cried when i was thinking of it. we didnt even gave our sweet talks like before. i remembered the things he said n did, n im rehearsing them. i really miss HIM. ='(
hmm, yea! niwae, just finish my N level exams yesterday. the exam papers was tough though. especially humanities. ahh. fcuk dat off. i love maths! i fell in love wit it! haha. i used to hate maths. but now, ok la. aiming for B3 on my maths. insyaAllah eh. hmm, just hope i will get good grades for my N n pass wit flying colours. im just worried abt my english. haish. hope to pass it.
overall was ok la. yest was my last day of skool. just waiting for the result these holidays. well besides it, i;ll enjoy! but wat the heck happens is... i argued wit my parents just now abt going out. i tot dey say after my Ns im free. but.. just now asked my mom im going out den i cant. wtf ryte? i talk back wateva dey say. but i failed. i jus gve up on it la. one thing is... my mom told me dat i can go out everyday excluding saturdays and sundays. argh! dis made me mad. cos sat is important day for me. i mean like, there will be soo much programmes going on on sats. u noe, GIGS! duh!!~ oh shit. now the thing is dat, nxt sat a fren of mine, ayul invite me go bazaar geylang! n oh! im soo gonna go! but..how?? heaaha. i will try to talk to my mom abt dis. shitness huh?
hmmm k. nxt i wanna talk abt HIM. well, some of u pple noes. so, shh. ayte. i dunoe wats happening between his relationship n mine. we are frens. but treated like more than dat. im glad to have HIM by my side. cos from the bottom of my heart, i really truly deeply madly in love wit him at the beginning of our conversation. well, being feeling bad nowadays cos both of us did not contact wit each other. i dunoe wats going on. well, after i found out everyting abt something, i cried and it hurts me badly. my heart broke into pieces. dat day, i invite him chill out. he disagrees wit it. n dats ok for me cos he says he lazy. den after dat found out he gonna go out wit his fren. ok dats oso ok for me. but the thing is... when i was chilling out wit my frens dat day, he called. im glad! he says he gonna come down wit his fren. after putting down the fone. i scream as im soo the very happy. waited for HIM n his fren under the blk for an hour.. den a fren of mine shouted his fren name. i was like, "oh gosh. he;s here!" . i didnt turned when my fren shouted his name. cos im shy to. den after all, my fren said to me dat HE didnt turn up. i dun quite believe my fren. as i turned, i saw his fren. but not him. im soo pissed off. n my expression of my face turned off. my heart was pumping fast and im just feeling sad. my frens asked me to chill up cos they noe im feeling down. i didnt even talk to them since dat moment. i den went home after a some time. well, till today, i still wondering wat;s going on between two of us. i cried when i was thinking of it. we didnt even gave our sweet talks like before. i remembered the things he said n did, n im rehearsing them. i really miss HIM. ='(
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halos. testing one two three.
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