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Sunday, April 27, 2008

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

sch

i really cant take it anymore. just feels like giving up. eyea, skool juz suck. i mean, the modules. i cant really cope wit dem. it makes me go crazy. i cant really do those prob statements dat is given to me. later on ya noe ma team mates or even ma facis will tink dat am stupid, weak, cant speak up and yada2. i tink slow. or mayb i cudnt tink. cos am not like u professions. u see me okay but in fact NOT. am very disappointed of maself and feels very sad la. i actuali cried tinking bt how to improve on my weakness throughout the discussions and presentations etc. hey am not some emo kid kay fxckters? this is wat i felt these days and wanting to let it out. todae, the whole day am not in the mood. well there are some reasons behind it but not telling here. oh, enterprise skills totally suck kay. the module i hate the most! pfft! just feels like changing skool. isit good?

haishhhhhhh............... the closest ones getting apart are we? i dunoe. *sigh sigh n more sigh*

Start Typin' @ 9:40 PM.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

syf outdoor 2008 for display bands

yea. it was yesterdae! 12th. i went!!! with the band members and the alumnis... there are two parts of competition. the 1st was assessment and then followed by the real ting.. what i noe, there are 3 bands who received certificate of distinction from the assessment! CONGRATS YALL! well, they are yuying(ma sec sch band music xchange fren), hwa chong and canberra..... wah didnt expect canberra who is ma sec sch neighbor ( i mean located in northern side of spore) joined for the assessment competition! the other got cert of merit and pass. but i forgot hu are dey la...damn.. the bands got me mixed up and confused la. serious2! den for the real ting, deyi won EVERYTING! yea! dey received gold w honours, won best drum major and won the 30000$$$!
GOSH, dey might be super good in the judges eyes la! hmmm TK pulak.. dey put up a really amazing and interesting display lah... and deserves to get gold w honours.. DUH~
err some few bands also got the "hu!...HARK!... hu!... HARK!" as in, u noe, along wit the sword and goes like dat... mcm doing those marshall or wushu? ahhh ya,... okay den..
bowen..they dressed up like pirates gitu...cool lah but from far like mina tudung uh.. hahaha! no offence but really. but hey, u guys have done a great job man. GOLD is oryte. tk sala dey all use johnson baby powder to do the smoke tingy. isit dem? or other band... see, i got mixed up! lol!!! kekek gils uh can? but nice display uh! i tink almost all the bands have put up their best displays sia... I LOIKE~ hmm the rest all got silver and oni one bronze which is springfield...
okay, i spotted dis drum major doing his mace very nice and interesting to look at uh. everytyme he throws, he would catches without fail. he throw the mace very high and sempat dance or do smth and catch it and can continue spin n turn or watever. whoa, he's just damn good. i dunoe he's from which band. cos i got mixed up. yea! i tink dat dude deserve to won the best drum major instead... am not protesting. its just ma pt of view la... cos all the bands really makes me go WHOA and AAAAHHHHHHHHH!! u noe... well, CONGRATS TO THOSE HU PARTICIPATES YEA?! so yea, looking forward to the nxt syf outdoor in two yrs tyme!

Start Typin' @ 1:10 PM.

RP yall!

hey ho! noe dat some of u been wondering how am i doing in ma new skool...
well, skool has started and ive turned up for class the whole of dis week which is the 1st week of skool of cos. well, made new frens...oni depend on my classmates...ma other frens whom knew me and close to me been seperated and seldom meet up in skool...dey are oredi in 2nd year and i got oni one quite close gf but tu pon, hard to mit to go eat and watsoeva la. cos she's not in the same blk as me...dats y..
hmmm, yea, ma skool has two breaks. 10am-11am and 12pm - 230pm. its abit strange la cos 1st break is oni one hr and u hafta get back in class for juz another hr and den go break again. BUT!!!! the 2nd break u see is long i noe. two and the half hour. actuali, its stupid. cos dat long break, u juz either eat 1st den do ur presentation slides(discussions in powerpoint) wit ur team mates dat needa present afta came back from the break or do presentation slides 1st den go eat. pfft!!!! for me, its lame, okay?
if need not do presentations, i cud juz go home and take some rest n eat at home instead den come back skool. it wud be good tho...
hmmm well, everyting is fine.....am glad i got few close frens in class... i hope dey appreciate me to be their fren...yall must noe i MUST talk and needa jk ard, talk crap, irritate u abit, disturb u abit, laugh ard n yada2. well, dats me! okay? or otherwise, its not me. so yah...... dun judge me if u do not noe me well.
hmmmmm yah, i tink, im the weakest link in class. SERIOUSLY! i cant talk during presentations. as in, elaborating tings or explaining or answering..... im not confident in doing dat. well, i tried ma best but wat i tink is dat i juz talk crap if i start do those tings u noe..
haishhhhh..........mayb am juz too scared..cos mayb ma words can be just shits or craps. in addition, all eyes on me during presentation. am still not adapt to it yet... cos im scared. get it? i wonder how the rest can adapt and juz talk and say out sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fxcking many tings and own ideas. dey're juz too intelligent. am jealos la. seriously! i cant do dat...i tink slow. not like dem. and their english, POWER! u noe... unlike mine, broken english and stupid at the language. most of dem use chim words... i seriously do not noe wat exactly dey're trying to say or explain or watever. haish,...i suck in english! helppppppppppppppppp!!!! i tot i wud avoid dat language, but still in skool, everyday dat kinda lesson. damn. im tired and sick of it. see la, afta working for long, ma english terok. cos at work, the staffs use broken eng and i tend to follow dem. aiyoooooo. now ive oredi quit, hope i get back to talk proper english..... a fren of mine support me and giving me tips for presentation. a fren, new fren, my classmate seems to care bt me. well, at least? THNKS ALOT BRANDEN!!!!!!!!!!! a.k.a cxckslapper!! hahaha! WOOOOO! hopefully i'll improve ma skills on the presentation and hopefully i will have more close frens and new frens later la sia! no frens = boring. SERIOUS2!

Start Typin' @ 12:39 AM.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

orientation.

yea, 1st day of orientation which falls on weds, 2nd of april, really bores me off. cos needa fxcking do exam and presentation. well we haf to do dat so dat we noe wat the poly is like and oso the study system. but oh wells, it turned out great in the end cos ma team, well, new frens, can go along with each other and are happy peeple. we laughed our ass off each tyme and even planned to cabot the presentation dat day together. but narh, juz carry on. err ya, i made dem laughed. YAY. and even the whole class laughs during the presentation aftawards. just find it weird. ma words tickles dem off. really. hmmmm
oh yah, dey're gonna be ma classmates for 1st semester. 2nd sem, gonna change classmates. and dat goes on til dunoe when. wahhh sian la!!!!! sedih sia. summore, skool, everyday presentations. everyday get grades. everyday must do journal. everyday dis and everyday dat. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh more sian!!!

kay, the 2nd day of orientation, was rushing to go skool. den wen i on the lift and read aminah's msg saying she tot of not going. den i quickly call her up and tell her to go cos i siap and go out oredi. den she go siap back and mit me lor. den aminah told me i hafta go to ma own skool and she too. we get seperated, AGAIN. errr ma skool, STA, needa ensemble in the sports hall while aminahs' at the forum dere la. actuali both of us dont felt like going cos we're gonna be alone and we felt so awkward. den suddenly some sta leaders came and ask me to go. den i juz go and get seperated wit aminah.. wah sedih. den there are two leaders who bring me, tis guy and another guy to the sports hall.made fren wit oni one of the guys. reached the sports hall, there's like everybody looking at the late comers. wah paiseh! was so nervous lor. some lectures or faci gave some talk abt the courses. den we play game. all of us were told to stand on the ground, make a big circle and were told to hold ur partner beside2 hands. i was like WTH. cos beside me are both chinese GUYS. the guy on ma left was one of the student leader and he's the crazy and loud one. he came and say "hey u! come lets hold hand!" hahaha. i was like, ......., okay.... aiyo! den da hold hands den were told to run in the middle where there are abt 3 student leaders and den shout "STA!". it means school of technology of arts, kay? den da gitu, we do it lor. it was fun tho and everybody like gajah running sia. so scary. the left guy ran so fast until he pull me so hard and i followed running. wen we reached in the middle everybody shout "STA!". wahhh. den we hafta go back to big circle again and do it again cos its bad. hahahah. den were told to hold hands, walk clockwise moment, jog, run and stop. den were told to come to the mid again. so dey count, one two, three, runnnn!!!! everybody came in the mid and dis tyme is like we're in some mosh pit and den shout "STA!" i almost get shrunk by hueva is behind me sia. but overall was fun! den afta dat we were told to randomly choose ur own team to take us for tour. so i go to the team where i recognise the two leaders hu took me to the sports hall juz now. wah, i was alone. so sad. no fren sia. den we tour ard...check out their labs, gadget, show how to use fotoshop, shooting room and watever la. hahah. it was awesome la. too bad didnt get to check out abt my course much like show us the dj stuffs. just show us the sound managing tingy and telling abt i must learn physics cos i needa noe the frequency, the pitch and watsoeva. wahhhh... conferm pening sey!!! tat one year 2 la. year 1 i just go to the basic and do everyday presentations shit. boring sia. oh yah and eventho im in yr one doesnt mean i cannot touch the tings from the labs all. i can use the labs or rooms for wateva oni with the staffs' permission. so yeah, mayb someday i;ll go check out the dj's stuff or somting? and yea, dey even told dere's a workshop for hueva hu's willing to learn to use adobe fotoshop. didnt tell the full info so am willing to find out more!!! i wanna attend la woi! must ask ard abt tis... hmmmm
from 9am to 1pm and den lunch. during lunch, went off wit ma new fren, Yeewen (she has the same common tings wit me!!) and aminah...

3rd day orientation wich is todae, i nvr go. cos got some competition shit going on. but i noe i miss the whole lot la. i noe i miss the fun and excitement. ya la, no frens how to go. i mean, i can go but the mood is just not dere for me to enjoy ALONE and oni if i depend on making new frens. haishhh... juz now oso got jam and hop. i bet it was fun sia..
i regret la but wth!
skool is starting so soon! yea, coming mondae.
gd luck to me uh eh!

Start Typin' @ 12:03 AM.

Friday, April 04, 2008

MARCH TO GLORY 300308. (a gig)

okay i noe its been two days straight i went to gig. and dat tyme ma $ just gone like the wind. wahh...lao...
tis tyme, S.K.Y went together. tis is much super fun and very comfortable and doesnt feel awkward of cos... the gig consists of bands wit diff type of genres. wat i noe dere's ska, oi!, and metal. when reached, saw abg ajeek, hugged him like wat we owaes does wen we mit. den we made our payment at the door and instead of going in the subc, we went to cheers to buy light food and drinks. one by one came in the skins and the rudies, doing "take-and-go" acts. hope u stupids noe wat i mean. karym saw one of dem took milk instead. wahhaha wth. nk curik gi curik air susu. BODO sak pencurik. kk den went back, watch abg ajeek's band, MBS, perform. tk best is dat the crowd nvr supports dem and nvr stand and skank or mosh. oni some rudies came upfront when dey hear ska beat and skank not following the rythm and tempo. wah, didnt noe rudies are so stupid at skanking. kalao skank lawa tkpe gak tapi mcm robot skank cepat2 dunia dia. lol. yall shud see dem and laugh at dem. dey made a disgrace. mayb dey "baru naek" uh. PFFT! afta mbs perform, went out meet faisal and liska and her bandmates. den all the way were wit dem. talked wit azhar and abg ajeek outside and got to noe abg ajeek got a new gf wich he brought her dat day. shekyn went off soon cos she needa take her stuffs to chalet but later come back. noeing abt shadows embrace performing afta the current band, we went in the subc. skali bukan dorg nye slot. aleh2, sallys take their turn. wah, dunoe uh y. well sallys as usual good. the place was full by their supporters. skanked thru their songs. aftawards there are skinghead bands. and i really like their spirit and support and wateva la. dey are like bonding and are happy peeple. their songs are good too sia. aftawards shadows embrace perform and finally like so long didnt watch dem! dey're still good as usual.. saddened abt sitt case cos she lost her hp dat includes of her baby's fotos and other impt tings.. pity her sey...kk den watch full pledge munkees. love dem! skanked. then.. suppose to watch liska band, private eye but tk jadi cos da late. was actuali their turn and den dis sucky band, bloody rejects go and set up and everytyng. tink the organizers ask dem to play. den when one of the organizer saw liska's bro, wira was pissed off, he's like trying to calm him down and said afta this band its their turn and at 10.35pm dey play. harh! YA RYTE! the tyme is 10.25pm when bloody rejects was setting up and all. cant be dey play juz for awhile wat.. den i dunoe uh tot we stay den dey all take their tings and walk out the subc so just followed la. sad sia................... always wanted to see dem but dat day just pissed everyone off. shit happens. aiya..mayb nxt tyme?

Start Typin' @ 11:26 PM.

punkrawk show 290308.

eyeah i went! with wan, acap and another fren i forget his name. not dat close wit dem tho and i felt so awkward and not being maself. i went wit dem cos none of ma close ones can go. PFFT! and the major ting is dat dey talk among demself. so the whole day dat day i was quiet and felt so boring. wen i reach the music garage, i was happy.i get to talk and laugh ard. cos umi, azhari and lee was dere. hugged dem too but not azhari..haha. all along i was wit dem instead of the frens whom i went with. aftawards saw kak tsue downstairs. hugged her and we talked and laughed. well wat i noe i watched almost all the bands. wat i noe i missed shoe size nine. dat tyme i was with wan, acap, the another fren, shahrin and his bandmates went to eat. o yah, shahrin's band is good. haha Page 86 rocks kay? later on met juni. hugged her too and talked and laughed. catched the last two bands, carah mel and cesspit. den soon went off home. oh i really salute this band called MISSISUED. dey kick ass la. i super like dem alot. their songs and music wise rawrrrk! and and! i needa say dat the vox is hot and got nice voice! xD

Start Typin' @ 11:04 PM.

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