The Only One, Yana

2010-02-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

i hope you realise and i wish you knew.....

i love you

2010-01-03T02:19:00.003+08:00

HELLO 2010! ma first post for this new year. hehehehe. hopefully i will have a wonderful and blissful year since i'm turning 2010. OH YES BEBEH! TWENTY-ONE! goshhhh i'm an old fagggg. but still, i look young! TEEHEE! ;P

Anyway, i'm fine thank you. heh. a lot of things happening this year aye? bands such as greenday, muse, saosin, rise against and paramore will be coming. GEES! i wanna go for all! too bad i'm not that rich kid nxt door. huhu. but hey, i'm going for PARAMORE!!!!!! it's gonna be in march 07. still have a long way to go but i've already just bought the tickets. ^.^\/ thnks to ma lil sis for being so nice to pay for me first but of course.... =D. cant simply wait to go man....wooooo!

shxts! i just realise it's 2.30am already! i so needa sleep and wake up early later since i have a jamming session with ma new punk rock band at 1pm! ma first jamming for this year tho! hope it's gonna be funnnnnnnnnnn!!!~~~

arrrgh, anyway sch's strting soon too!! well, can say it's tmr... goshhhh. i bet i cudnt wake up on the first day of sch. dammit! i just hate waking up early and walking like a zombie to sch. it just sucks. furthermore, i haben complete any works for ma portfolio and the fxcking first review date is this thursdae! shure die lah..... i feel dat i'm behind the rest. =( it's all really stressed up man...hurhur....

okay i better get going. chiaowxs!

P.S : I REALLY LOVE SOMEBODY! ;) heh

2009-10-21T17:41:00.003+08:00

with Rory Koff!

N.U.F.A.N WAS DAMN AWESOME!!!!!!
Alhamdulillah I'm back safe in Singapore.
:)

and damn, ma pee d proposal has been rejected. school's suck! fxck it!

"don't be a cockster you understand?"

2009-09-23T03:13:00.002+08:00

it has been planned. jalan-ing raya with THE USUALS on 4th Oct & also with ma secondary classmates on 11th Oct.
& I JUST CANT WAIT!
i think OCTOBER will be a busy month for me.
going for job interview at SAKURA admiralty park there tmr with Karem and Shekyn and i still haven't sleep yet! heeee. been busy with facebook, phone calls, internet surfing and youtubing on Blink 182. harh. i think i'm done now. good night. :)

HI MARK!

2009-09-23T02:58:00.001+08:00

2009-09-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

THIS IS FREAKIN AMAZING!!!!!
HOW I WISH IT WILL HAPPEN IN SINGAPORE! AHHAHAA! (Y)(Y)(Y)
OH B.E.P, YOU GUYS ARE DAMN LUCKY... ^^

2009-09-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

sharing some videos of JapPunk Bands with you here! :) They are ma favourites! HEH HEH

2009-09-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah that the fasting month is over..everything's alright tho... and am here to wish all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf, Zahir dan Batin!! :)

anyway just wanna share some cute-thang video.. i really think that it is the cutest thang i ever seen in the world.... ENJOY!

Oh, just got ma first, errr red packet instead of green... haha..from ma chinese neighbour... nice~
tmr's gonna be the big collection day. woo! best best! :D
take care homosepians ! :)

my heart will go on and on....

2009-09-15T16:41:00.002+08:00

just happened to watch as i found this... very very nostalgic... music + images = heart-tugging story.

chicken nut bread!

2009-09-15T16:33:00.002+08:00

i just can't stop laughing to this man.... simply love it! (Y)(Y)(Y)

2009-09-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

i am going KL with ma frens + watching NUFAN LIVE there too! YAY! well, going off on a fridae night, 16 oct which is after SCHOOL and gonna be back monday mornin i think. hopefully i will spend a hell fxckin great time on this occassion because it is a once in a lifetime that i get this opportunity to go overseas with ma frens. surprisingly, i never been to KL before seyyyy.

anyway, raye's nearing. hopefully it would be a good one. just tot dat it will not be as great as last tymes....hurhur... made pineapple tarts today! it was yummy. gonna make cornflakes w/ honey in small cupcakes tmr! heh heh!

and i guess this whole week am gonna stay at home? harh, i'll see about dat!

okay bye!

laalalalalalaaa

2009-09-05T01:43:00.004+08:00

if you suffered from heartbreak, slowly move on and don't ever ever rush to get on to another relationship.

that's a lesson i've learn and to share with you.
:)

Okay anyway, went to changi airport popeye's just now which is already "yesterday" with the USUALS and the UNUSUALS (HAHA!) to buka puasa. it has been so long since i ate popeye's but with my family...i bought the MAXI MEAL and i tink it was a nice set meal and which cost 8.40$. the chix is too big that i can't really finish it. there are two drumlets, two macam-goreng-pisang-chix which look like LJS's chix, biscut, a medium coke and the mashed potato (wich majority go yummy-yum) to go along with. damn full i tell you! hahaha.took 858 tru and fro...reached wlds at abt 11+pm...lepakzZz awhile and took the last bus. heh.
ugh, i suffered from insomnia. its NOT i make maself to have that syndrome.....it was since the start of ma last week of final test wich is 3 weeks back i tink? and i haven't fail to puasa okay! and i'm really proud of maself... hopefully i can fulfill for one month! InsyaAllah~ hehe...

PFFT!

2009-09-02T01:26:00.001+08:00

someone just don't seem to understand ma situation.
oh wells~
i still dislikes you.

:)

2009-09-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

OH ANYWAY I GOT TO WATCH ANBERLIN LIVE ON 30TH AUGUST AT BAYBEATS 2009 ❤
SUPERDUPER SATISFACTION.

MIX EMOTIONS

2009-09-01T02:04:00.002+08:00

I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I WANNA START BLOGGING ABOUT THIS FXCKIN HOT NEWS!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHHEE

-abstract from NO DOUBT's official site

AHHHHHH, NO MONEY NO MONEY!!!!!! BUT I WANNA GO CATCH THEM LIVE!!!! O GOSH!!! WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN!!!! LIKE SO LAST MINUTE!! IF ONI IM A MILLIONAIRE!! DAMMMNNNN!!!!!!!!!!! WAS ACTUALLY WAITING FOR DEM TO COME HERE IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!! ALAAAAAAAAAAAAA :'(
I JUST WISH MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN!!!!!!

&& ACTUALLY I HAVE THE GOOD AND THE BAD NEWS. THE GOOD NEWS IS I JUST FOUND OUT THAT NO DOUBT'S REALLY COMING HERE AND THE BAD NEWS IS, MY BESTGIRLFREN WAS JUST ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL! I GAVE MY BESTFRENS THE GOOD NEWS BY TEXTING THEM BUT ALL I GOT WAS FROM A REPLY FROM MY BESTGUYFREN, WHO WAS ALSO EXCITED ABOUT IT, BUT AT THE SAME TIME TELLING ME OUR GF WAS JUST ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL DUE TO I GUESS MINOR ACCIDENTS. I WAS SHOCK ABT THE NEWS THOUGH. I DUNO HOW I AM FEELING RYTE NOW ACTUALLY AFTA HEARING THE GOOD NEWS AND THE BAD NEWS AT THE SAME TIME........ IT WAS JUST......A SUDDEN! GUESS WAT, I JUST TOLD A CLOSE/LEPAK FREN OF OURS ABT THE BAD NEWS...AND HE SAID:

Luqman says:

Weird that tadi petang aku somehow teringat pasal Shekyn masuk hospital dulu
(weird that i was somehow tinking abt shekyn being admitted to the hospital recently just now in the evening)
Luqman says:
hmmm

GOSH..... REALLY VERY WEIRD SEYYYY.....
HAISH, DEAR SHEKYN, I HOPE YOU WILL BE OKAY AND HOPEFULLY IS NOT A BAD ACCIDENT....I DUN REALLY KNOW WHAT EXACTLY HAPPEN THO.... AND ALSO, TO FAHMY TOO. :(

bad bad dreams.

2009-05-12T14:05:00.003+08:00

whoa, its been a mth plus I last update my blog. HAAAAAAHA. decided to update today cos I am free to do so and also typing here at home, didn't turn up for school due to terrible back aches. -_-
today was ma HOA and supposingly afta school I am having ma sch's band interview...i should have go to sch today cos the boys were asking wher am I and wanna strt gossiping about some KELS in the class. harh..
today, I felt so shag. but actually from yesterday during lepak afta ma sch band's audition. I couldn't sleep well afta waking up at 8am just now to actually go sch....
I have really bad dreams during the moment until I get ma ass up at 12+ in the aftanoon just now cos I don't want more of it.

Let me just share with you readers what I have dreamt about.
I dreamt about a lot of the people that I know. Both my frens and relatives.
First ever bad dream I could remember was about ma ex-bf, Alip. I got scared afta I dreamt about him. wat happened in the dream was that he supposed to mit me bt owaes fail to do so and at tis one particular day, I met him at some McDonald's and afta dat walk ard a shopping mall, taking the escalator up while I hugged him so tightly and I could really feel it in the dream.. (well that shows how much I miss him though)..
then aftawards the dream changed, wich i got him text me up mayb on the same day and told to meet him at some interchange. i remembered I was there at the interchange waiting for him wit some frens of mine which I think dey were Shekyn, Anwar, Karem and Naz. while waiting for quite sometime, I called him up but he didnt pick up the phone. den when i call again, it was a girl who picks up the phone. saying,

"hello?"
den i reply her.."hello? errrrr... wher's alip? can u pass the phone to him?"
and den the girl said, "alip? hmm he's on wit yani.." (which i duno who and couldn't be ma sis of cos!)
den i dun get her reply so i asked, "on with yani???"
den dat girl said, "errr yeah on the line wit yani or who uh..."
den i was like "errr okay.......*and puts down the fone*"...

gosh.... weird dream ryte...i call his phone and then some girl picks up the phone and telling me alip was on the line wit some other girl..wat the heack??? I don't understand ma dream.... LOL. but scary lor this dream happened. and why must I dream like dis man...
Haish...
afta dat, I duno wat happen next... -_-"

okay den moving on to ma nxt dream afta i get up awhile from ma sleep, I could remember it was about a fren of mine, Danial Bobber. recently for real, he was sick and he got scared that he'll have TB. what I dreamt about him was, he was sick and he were to buried alive and I was there to actually help wrap him up with the kain kapan before he was buried alive in the grave. he seemed to be all fine on both his health and fine to be buried alive. I saw with my very own eyes that he were carried and put into the grave and ready to to be buried. bt when he's in there, he look so scared and he look at me eye to eye as if he don't wanna go but he has to. i dunoe why but suddenly afta putting him into the grave, people throw sealed bags of drugs onto him. i was like, "WTH" in the dream and afta awhile, a lot of blood came out from Danial's mouth and then he's like as if got an electirc shock but I didn't see him die but instead, I look into other graves, scanning one by one to know what happened to them and then came dis one grave, there's a girl in dere whose head kept exploding and blood splashing off in the grave. i can still picturing these things in my mind and if i can scan dem all, you could see how's ma dream like. *goosebumps*

nxt, I was out with ma kuzzins n relatives...went to some beach/sea side bt not in spore...
walk and walk n walk ard the shopping mall around there first and den came to watch a performance outside wich is suprisingly, PARAMORE. wahahahahhaha. sat down on the cliff while watching dem and saw shekyn at the back. she concentrates so much on Hailey and never let go off her eyes looking at her. WTH.....ma dream really craps lor...
den afta dat, i gtg....den saw some apek giler jump off in some deep digged hole on the beach andden chase ma kuzzins who was riding bicycles... haish.... den afta dat i met dem sumwher wich look like a HDB flat....dey were tired running from the apek..den we bathe sumwher around the HDB flat but at the top floor. den we heard footsteps and it was some boys....we ran down the stairs till the 4th floor bt i was the last to run away from dem and dey caught me by calling out ma name, "eh yana! yana!" so i stopped, and suprisingly, dey are ma frens... who are Amirul and Hafiz Bagal and some other guys... WTH...... dats all i can remember...den ma dream has ended and I don't want to sleep back and dream another crappy bad dreams again. ugh. WTF.....
so dats it lor...

Astarghfirullahalazim....
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi Ya Tuhan Ku, aku mohon ni semua adalah cobaan dan tidak mahu mimpi buruk seperti ni lagi Ya Allah..

nryn.

2009-04-04T01:54:00.004+08:00

I fxcking give "✯✯✯✯✯" for this!
Enjoy!

Oh Anddddd, Happy One Monthsary For Both Me & Sayang! Hehehehehe.
May our love stays strong!!
❤❤❤
XOXO

=))))

2009-04-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

It's Been A Week. & I Miss My Boyfriend. =(

CopyMachineIsTheBOMB!!!

2009-03-19T16:43:00.008+08:00

COPY MACHINE!!!
KOREAN SKA-PUNK BAND!!
AND DEY ARE THE BOMB!!

Suppose to watch the sallys yesterday at the esplanade waterfront and while waiting for their turn, this band up here perform and they are the bomb d00d!!!
check dem out here at http://www.copymachine.co.kr/ whoever miss their show yesterday!!!
i really2 salute dem man! i really love them!!!
goshhh!!!! i rate dem 10/10! seriously!!
& ma bf rate dem 9.5/10! argued wit him for awhile and ask him why. and he said, another 0.5 is dat dey cudnt speak proper english.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
but dey're really cute when dey speak english yest and put up some jokes which i burst out laughing. it was great! really2 great!
they really made ma day! :D
wanted to buy their cd but damn! sold out!! GAHHH!!!
i wish to watch dem again and again and again and again and please just stay here in spore!!
hahaks!
P.S: whoever got their cd please oh please borrow it to me or sell it to me man!! im willing to buy it from u! seriaus!! =P

OKIEDOKIE! SKA SKA SKA!!!!
;D

Daniel WillYouSeriouslyMarryMe!!!

2009-03-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!
=P

;)

2009-02-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

WOOTS!!

Daniel WillYouMarryMe

2009-02-26T03:32:00.002+08:00

Enjoy!
;P

2nd gigggggggg

2009-02-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

Hey there!
Just wanted to tell you guys that ma band, 5 Minutes Late, is performing at a gig on 14 March! It's our 2nd tyme performing so we so need your support!
Below is the details of the gig:-

"Raw & Untouched" Gig

Bands Performing:

Melting Ice
First Class
Kids Don’t Sleep
Point Wasted
Suspected For Devotion
Freaks Of Adroit
Scarlet Letter
Not As Planned
5 Minutes Late
What’sMyName
Letdown Bunch

Venue: Odio Crib (bugis area)
Date: 14 March 2009
Time: 4pm - 10pm
Cost:Presale: $4, Door: $5

& ma band's slot is at 8pm.
So, interested parties, please contact me for tickets and if possible, get back to me before March. Thank you very nice!

Peace*

"BLINK 182 IS BACK!" - mark hoppus

2009-02-09T22:42:00.006+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY DREAM CAME TRUE!!! OR SHOULD I SAY,
OUR
DREAM CAME TRUE!!!

BLINK 182 IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATCH THE VIDEO FOR PROOF! HARHHH!!

"WE USED TO PLAY MUSIC TOGETHER, AND WE'VE DECIDED TO PLAY MUSIC TOGETHER AGAIN.." -travis
"BLINK 182 IS BACK!!!" - mark

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! & IT IS SAID DAT THEY ARE PLANNING TO MAKE NEW ALBUM THIS YEAR AND GOING ON TOUR!!!
TOUR SEYYYYY!!
DEAREST BLINK 182, PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE DOODS!
LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

gigggggggg

2009-01-22T12:17:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO PEEEEEEPLE!!!!!!!!
I AM HAVING A 1ST EVER PERFORMANCE/GIG SINCE ABT 4 YEARS OF WAITING,
THIS SATURDAY, 24TH JANUARY 2009!
PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT MA BAND!!!!!!! COMMON PEEPLE, ITS MA FIRST TYME PERFORMING LEH.....&& MA DREAM FINALLY CAME TRUE WAHHAHA!
ALRYTE,
IT WILL BE HELD AT MUSIC GARAGE (ALONG BUGIS STREET)!!
THE SHOW IS CALLED "THE ROCK SHOW" AND I REALLY DUNO WHO ARE THE LINE-UPS BT I HEARD 14 BANDS WILL BE THERE...
MA BAND'S SLOT IS AT 7PM!
TICKETS IS AT 8 BUCKS WHICH IS TO GET THEM FROM ME IF NOT, AT THE DOOR.
SO,,,,,,,, INTERESTED PARTIES PLEASE CONTACT ME OR LEAVE A MSG ON THE TAGBOARD FOR TICKETS ALRYTE?
WELL I HOPE TO SEE YOU PEEPLE COME DOWN & SUPPORT MA BAND YO!
I PROMISE YOU WE WILL PUT UP A GOOD SHOW THIS SAT!!
LOVE YALLS!
:)

second day of 2009.

2009-01-02T02:13:00.004+08:00

guess its late but wat the heack, Happy New Year Peeple! haha, *crukcrukcruk*
anyway ive been rotting at home on dis fxckin hols. and nxt week sch reopens. gawddamn! been sleeping very very late these days and u tink i can wake up to go to sch later??? harh! kirim salam uh eh.....(send my regards uh eh) hahk! sigh, i seriously need to find a job oredi. it sucks when am not working!! gahhh!! i wanna work hard and earn moneyyyyy. i superduper need money!! tmr, am finding job with a fren, 0z. he's oso my current band's guitarist. :D yeah, ma band finally produce the band name. it was random anyway! but i guess dis is just temporary? idk. okay here it goes, the band name issssssssssssssssssssssssssssss *drum rolls*

5 Minutes Late!!!!!!!!

so yeah, its a 5 piece band. am the bassist. boo!(not dat i dun like dat role) but dey say "bassists are cool". ahuh ahuh! we are alternative/pop/punk/rock band. and i still cant figure out when we officially formed up as a band!! it was damn frustrating tho. but wat i noe, is around the ending of november. whoaaaa~~ yeah, "newbies" they say. SO?! got a problem wit dat? hmm, am quite bz wit ma band these hols becos we're actually preparing for our audition! when?? 4th of jan, coming sunday!!! warrrrgh!! well, just join for the sake of fun!, experience, exposure....yada..yada.... we're not which "big fxck" band to join but wth! we wanna tryyyyyyyyy. for fun!! for music!!! harh! well i just hope ma band can at least pass thru the audition lor....... *prays hard!*

anyway, its an audition for dis comp called talentquest'o9. arrrghh!! hohoho!! saturday is gonna be our last jam to audition! gees! and anyway, i had created an original for our band. it was played during the last jamming. it was cool! i grins all the way afta we play it. it became nicer~~~~~~! afta include the drums. :D:D but just left the real singing part and lyrics! aiyo. dis one quite hard also leh. must complete it asap already! and dat day session, i pluck ma guitar randomly and kinda produce an acoustic rythm/song wher 0z came and joined in. it was damn nice la! needa try again soon! woo!!

okay, i guess dats all for ma updates. hoho! tmr i needa fxckin wake up at 10am!
oryte peeple, enjoy ur weekends!!!! taking care loving u too :D

shaggg nye.......

2008-12-13T02:54:00.002+08:00

i happened to u-tubing and u guys hafta look at these videos! i swear u will love dem!!!
it goes smth like, 'tak-ke-ta-tak-te-ke-tak-ke-tak-ke-ta-tak-DUSH!'

Adrian Young Vs Travis Barker
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Joey Jordison Vs Travis Barker
-----------------

Donnie Marple - Drum Off '07 Champion
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Next, The Vandals.....
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The Game Vs Travis Barker
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kay now its tyme for some +44 live + travis smokes while playin his drums
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oryte ends. & ma fxckin phone just rang. and it's fxckin 2.37am. gees. i forgot to silent it until ma parents woke up and shouted at me. thnks eh karem. hahk! damn. oops, sry mom. sry dad.
=)

d00ds dr00ls

2008-12-12T00:14:00.003+08:00

hey check dis out peeple! enjoy! :D:D

AVA Live in NUS, Cultural Hall, Spore 07.12.2008

2008-12-09T16:06:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA I WENT TO AVA CONCERT!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!! AND MA OWN FREN'S FXCKING GET TO TAKE PICTURES AND SIGNATURES WITH TOM DELONGE!!! GRRRRR. BUSTARD! HARH! AHAHAHAHAH AM SUPER EXCITED BUT SOMEHOW MISS HIM.........& HELL YEAH, I BOUGHT THE TIX FOR 88$ BUT END UP GO TO THE FRONT NEAR THE STAGE!! THE LAST TWO ENCORE SONGS I WAS VERY FRONT AT THE STAGE!! ALMOST TOUCH HIM THOUGH! ARRRRGHHH! SUPRISINGLY, NOT MANY PEOPLE CAME. I WONDER WHY?!?!?!?! FXCK! THERE ARE MANY OF MA FRENS TOO HU WENT! AND HEY, HE'S KINDA LIKE THE OLD HIM! ANYWAY, HE PLAYED THERE IS AND CONTINUE ON WITH "RECKLESS ABANDON"!! :D:D BEFORE HE ACTUALLY PLAY THEM, HE ALSO SAID, "BEFORE THE FIRST TYME I CAME HERE IN SPORE, I WROTE A SONG ABT ALL UR MOMS!.....BUT YALL DIDNT NOE IT!" HARRRH!! AND THERE'S TWO THINGS HE LIKE ABT SPORE WICH IS ONE I FORGET AND THE THING I REMEMBERED IS "VAGINAS"! WAHAHAHAH SO COOL! I WANT MORE OF TOM PLSSSS!! NXT STOP, +44 PLSSS! WELL AS LONG AS I GET TO SEE THE BLINK MEMBERS :D GAHHH!!! PICTURES AND VIDS WILL UPLOAD SOON YEAH! OH NOT TO FORGET, HE'D REPLY ME WHEN I SAID, "I LOVE U MAN!!" AND THEN AFTAWARDS....HE REPLIED "HEY, I LOVE U TOO!" WOOOOOOOOOO!!!! HAHAHAHHA MELTTTTTTTTSSSSS!! WOW. CANT JUST BELIEVE I SAW TOM LIVE ON STAGE AND INFRONT OF ME WITH MA OWN NAKED EYES!! ARGGHH I FXCKING MISS AND LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHH!!!

hungry, young and poor.

2008-12-05T13:43:00.005+08:00

its very weird these days. isit me, or the peeple? changing.... idk. i can sense tat smth and sumwher just seems not right. well, i have the ability to know. so yeah. i just want everything's back like before. am not being myself lately due to THE change. and due to some things that are undone. aiyo. i even realise ma recent posts all like sad-sad situation. cheebye la! ey, i aint EMO kay. its just a fxcking feeling i had these days and it sucks like totally.

anyway, nxt week was ma last week of sch and then comes three weeks of hols!! wooo~ bt!!! i fxcking need to work and fxcking need money!!! anyone got job lobangs?? share la! i really need money to settle for so many stuffs. fxck!

oh, oh! am soooo gonna watch THOMAS MATTHEW DELONGE LIVE this coming sunday. GOSHHHH!!! well, got the money sumwher to fxcking die die wanna go. i cant fxcking wait! i hope i get to meet him imperson, take pics with him or even hug, kiss, fxck him...LOL! and want him to sign onto the blink-182 album dat i haf. butttt i really need to find it cos its fxcking hidden sumwher! well too bad i oni got one of their cd album. damn......!! haha! oryte tommy, here i cummmmm!!! hehehe =p

& its starts with kissin' ears.

2008-12-03T00:40:00.006+08:00

am i in love? errs, i think i am. but is there a use to be in love? gah! i miss it somehow tho. well i really do. its been a very long tyme. but still, i am scared to fall in love again. arrrgh. wat's with me, and love? grrr. and i just hate to love. cos its hard. and i dunwan things to repeat itself. superduper irritetek. bt somehow still, shxt happens. so yea. i will recover from it easily and fast. haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. how la??? pfft. GAWD, i miss someone.... i duno why leh.. but i really miss dat someone and those short little suweet times. haish.... i noe its hard. i noe it will haf its consequences. i noe it and i noe wats gonna happen in future if we were. see, love is really hard. ugh. better not talk abt love anymore. its killing me. well i just pray and hope tings will get well and better and its all in God's hands to decide the fate. damn, i really miss you dearly. =(

in school.

2008-12-02T14:01:00.003+08:00

i dunoe why but i got no fxckin mood dese days......ugggggh!!!!! was pissed off with things & even stressed over things!! gahhhhh!!! i need $$$$$$$$! i wanna go AVA!!! i really do!!!! anyway i have read abt blink 182 (again) at wikipedia a day ago.... and it might haf a possible reunion. note dat tavis & tom had conversations bt their ex-band. and hey, now i look again, the part where they talks about possible reunion is gone!!!! arrrrgh!!! wonder whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! oh no.....please..............................wat happened???? gosh! i was hoping so much to get dat possibility!! =(

tom delonge & blink 182

2008-11-30T03:01:00.010+08:00

upon hearing about AVA, i think i die die wanna go.
check tom out! gees! miss the old tom....... =(

i want blink 182!
i love blink 182!
i miss blink 182!
aarrrrgghh!!

his daughter, AVA. SO DAMN CUTE!

this is sooooooooooooo cool! \ m /

TOM :
"turn that thing off!~ or may the flies of 1000 candles infest your dick!"
"hey! hi~ look at all the sweet little girls...hi girls! hi ladies!"
MARK :
"hey~ whose got the fxckin laser......fxckin dick!"
"no more laser pointer you asshole piece of shxt!"
TOM:
"fxck you, you fxcking shxt!"
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LOL! AWESOME AYE???!?!?

&&&&&&&&&&

i happen to fxckin found this shxt!
this fxckin video maker has nth to do & fxck fxckin shxt ass bottle thrower!
poor tom!

oryte these are the few vids i wanna share with u peeple. one cool shxts ryte? okay so yea i noe its late now. it's 3.44am and im still awake! hahk! i happen to browse thru things & then it links till i watched blink 182 vids AGAIN.
i really want them back ='(

oh yeah before i log off, i would like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to saIFAtul khusna, HAFEEZ lasim, DILLAH & LING QIAN sq face!!!!!! have a great 19th bdae guys ;D

VB CODES WERE NEVER EVER FRIENDLY!

2008-11-28T13:01:00.006+08:00

UGHHHH! VB codes is killing me! fxckin hate it! currently having second break. damn. just why year ones had to go through computing maths?! its fxckin no use and it sucks! all of us just going stress with it. grrrrrrrrrrr.

oh yeah,

JONAS BROTHER = BLINK 182?

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HELL FXCKIN' NO!?!

SAN DIEGO, YOU'RE WRONG!
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got this from mark's blog.

Welcome Back Sis!

2008-11-28T01:14:00.002+08:00

Yeah, she has just reached home. So keciohhhhhhhhhhh. & yeah, she just bought souvenirs for her friends. BOO! but nvm, am happy for her cos she had fun at HK. pity her she only got few bucks to go dere. what i know she said she went to the OceanPark & play a lot of rides! DAMN! envy envy envy! & what i know she said her band performed at the sch halls over dere for music xchange of course. & what i know they played Fate of the Gods together with one of the HK band! WOW. nice..... okay dats all. goodnyte :)

ThisIsTheFirst&ThisIsTheLastTime.

2008-11-28T01:00:00.006+08:00

I faintly remember yesterday
Oh so close yet far away
From the lives that we once etched in stone
Who would think that it would last
Please just give it one more chance
Forever is a word that only grows

And never in this saddest moment
I feel we're letting go
And if you take me, please don't leave me
I'll never let you go

This is goodbye cause we're growing older
This is forever in the words you never said
This is goodnight cause we're getting colder
This is the last time I'll kiss your lips again

I close my eyes
All I think about is you
I miss the boy that I once knew
A sleepless night
A dying wish
Please don't leave me here like this

This is goodbye' cause we're growing older
This is forever in the words you never said
This is goodnight cause we're getting colder
This is the last time I'll kiss your lips again

And never in this saddest moment
I feel we're letting go
And if you take me, please don't leave me
I'll never let you go

This is goodbye cause we're growing older
This is forever in the words you never said
This is goodnight cause we're getting colder
This is the last time I'll kiss your lips again
Again~

in school.

2008-11-27T10:18:00.002+08:00

am sad. really sad. i feel like crying already. why? becos........
i got two fxckin F grades for my sch's communication practice's Understanding Test (UT). MOTHAFAKA! it's either i answered those questions wrongly or the markers just wanna fail me. ughhhhh. i hate it!!! fxckin straight Fs! i got 2 more UTs to go. and i wanna get C & above. not D, not E, and not fxckin F again! just dat day's lesson of the module i went off from sch during break one which i stayed in sch for just an hr. and dat too, i got a fxckin F! arrrrgh. having a F grade really doesnt sound good to me. grrr. how to pass dis module sia.... i only have to strike 14/16 daily grades and 3/4 UTs to be counted in the GPA. but now, i only got 14/16 daily grades and 2/4 UTs! GAHHHHH!!!! am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo screwed.

hi am currently in sch

2008-11-25T10:24:00.010+08:00

as promised to upload TOC's 08.11.2008 photos, so here it is! enjoy! :)

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A Vacant Affair

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As I Lay Dying

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Story Of The Year

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i think that would be all. i even video-ed soty's part where they played wake up, anthem of our dying day, in the shadows & until the day i die. but i aint gonna upload cos its kinda troublesome lor. okay, faci's here. gtg!

Bon Voyage, Yani!

2008-11-24T21:07:00.003+08:00

woke up at 7 in the morn. got a wake up call from mommy. tot she wudnt make breakfast for me but yet she did. see how nice ma mommy is. dats y i love her alot and dunwanna lose her. she's the best mommy that i had! i oni had abt 2 hrs of slp last nyte. heack, & am all shag. stil, i had to go to sch. harh, DUH! went to sch for just an hr. at abt 10, went back home from sch cos ma dad msged me telling ma sis needa wear ma black jazz shoes as her sch shoes gone wreck. well she need it for some purposes tho. and fxck, she's going HK later on. dats why i got home so fast cos later on haf to see her leave spore at the airport.

got back home, on the lappie, afta awhile, fell asleep. woke up, still shag. getting ready and den off to the airport with ma mom & dad. the journey was super killing me la! took the mrt there. damn slpy in the train. den got dere, we went to T1 looking for the grp of msl band members to look out for Yani. but we cudnt see any of dem. our worms in the stomach den starts to mosh around and shuffle already. dat means, dey're asking for food, dammit! yeah, hunger strikes. we went around to look for food. den we found popeye's. ate a set of popcorn shrimp basket & a 2 piece chicken meal. it was ex but nice tho. but i prefer KFC lor. HAHK!

okay after dat, we come down to look out for Yani. and we found her & the rest of the band members. fuyo, there's a lot la. bumped into S.K.y there. didnt even think tat dey will come down. didnt even contact dem. how to contact? Prepaid low rabak dok. harh. so yah..den nisa & fam were dere too. and shekyn's fam. oh, faris too! unexpected dat his lil bro is also into msl band. tat kid is so small la & plays the bass clar? fuhhh. nice & cute. haha! okay den stand ard waiting for dem to depart. saw iskandar too. he approaches to SKY and hugged us twice. AWW.

haish, damn la. its so cool seeing dem going HK la.....walao. summore as a band leh..... hurhur. sadded sia. ma bro & sis got to ride the plane except for me sia. huhu. even KL i haben go. but dey already went. fxck ryte? aiyer. i dunoe when's ma turn lor. wait long long uh sia. hoho! k den after bon voyaging to dem all & say our last goodbye to Yani(boo-hoo), shekyn got seperate with us while me & nisa got seperate from our parents. wat else, go lepak uhhhh abehh. so me, nisa & karem heads to wlds via 858. and i got to slp in the bus. SUWEET. & nice dat i haf no bus sick. huaha. but smth irritates us all becos of dis nyonya bus conductor. one mafaka sia. she check ma ezlink den she tot i nvr tab den stil wanna argue2 with me. wth. she can like talk nicely to me sia. i sorta fxcked her upside down since she's too noisy. after i got back ma ezlink i juz put back on ma earpiece. mafaka sia. like wat karem said, "gi betol kan english dia dulu uh!" wich is, " ask her to improve on her english first uh!" so yah. dats abt it.

den afta alighting the bus, we went to a bazaar den went titanic to chill. & den came fairul & amyn aftawards. so yeah, den i went back home at 7+ due to some matters. den bumped into sareena at the 911 queque as she going to her client haus? was surprise to see her wearing office2 kinda outfit. she works under agent. cool or wot? well gerl, at least u haf a life unlike me, no life. hahk. everyday going thru same things but gain nth. harh. bye. wanna slp super soon already. shagggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg siol.

FXCK!

2008-11-24T20:43:00.003+08:00

& THAT'S WHY THERE'S HATRED TOWARDS YOU!

gee, i just couldn't get u. why must this thing happen again? not enough huh? am really disappointed. really do. u're the KING. we know dat. we respect u like wat we owaes do. wat else? & why? why must u do dat? why must u let us down? haish. am speechless. u even approach to someone else asking for a favor. but heack! its ur fault so just stop those irritetekness and craps! because of u, i had to look over. i even sacrificed for not wanting to lose the important source of my life. i really don't want to lose it. i care so much for it. but u, u can just leave it so easily. wat's dat huh? it seemed like u dun even care. u dun even really care. ='(

Astargfiruallahalazim. Ya Allah, Semoga Semua Akan Baik2 Semula dan Juga Selamat. Amin.

blink 182

2008-11-23T16:52:00.007+08:00

upcoming show is gonna be Angels & Airwaves which is on 7 dec. damn fxck i cant go! no money, how to go???? in addition, i oso needa find a suitable job oredi! i was super sad cos once in a while, THOMAS MATTHEW DELONGE gonna be here in Singapore! damn.....dis d00d here is ma idol since i was much younger..... haish...even if i couldnt get to see him dis year, i hope next tyme will do. and please come back afta dis 7 dec show ='(

and, i happened to read mark hoppus's blog. he mentioned that tom, travis & himself are in good terms and have hang out afta the 4 yrs not talking. and so he tot, isit blink 182's reunion? well, i hope so too! watever it is, i just hope u guys will reunite and form back blink 182. not oni me but there's millions of other fans too would love to see u guys back as a band! we damn miss & love you, bitches! hey, ur songs still going d00ds! misses those tymes and still, dere's fans out dere covering ur songs! and yeah, speaking of travis, he's recovering each day. so yeah, dats abt it.
see u and enjoy ur weekends!

yesterday

2008-11-23T16:26:00.003+08:00

once again, happy birthday to Amin & Awie!! :D
oryte, went jamming yesterdae with ma new 5 piece band. it was fun but after dat went shag.....all of us oso do change roles during the 2 hr jamming....not oni we play the songs we supposed to play but oso we even played covers like helena, im not okay, dammit, i will survive, scars, rojak(last song) & some more songs wich i cant remember coincidently... damn funn! i got to play electric guitar during these songs....hahk! bumped into meow's bf who came in the room and said "last song".afta jamming, chatted with him for awhile after not seeing him and his band for so long and it was actuali the first tyme tat we chat. lol. so yeah, afta dat, we went feng seng kedai kopi and eat and drink and discuss abt band stuffs....so yeah dats abt it. :)

just in case if ive no tyme to update,
2 amazing d00ds whom i met bdays is around the corner!

yeah its Hanis..:) 26.11

& oso.....

abg ajeeks'! wich gonna be on 28.11 !

well good luck to both of u dis coming thurs wich i heard abt it....especially to u hanis.... HAHK!
take care & happy bdae in advance to both of u la siol!

kay bye.....
guess its tyme for me to *breathes in*________________________________. no more waitin.
wish me luck! *breathes out*

continue from below's post

2008-11-23T15:58:00.013+08:00

so after i went ms leong's wedding i went to ma so called close buddy's, HANIS gig

bumped into mudnur afta the gig :)

okay den........
on my 19th birthday which have just past...18.11.2008

dis wat happens when ma class, w16e happen to surprise me and GUNA (oh yea we share the same bdae) during break one....was unexpected but thnks guys!!! dey even do us collages with bdae wishes and msges around it....SUWEEET! & suprisingly dere were alot of 18 nov babies too...include...amirul, tito, ah den, mai, ayie...yea these are the oni peeple dat i knew who shares the same bdae as me....cool aye? oryte den afta sch dat day, went to meet ma close ones...met karem first and he bought me a cupcake and a tigger doll! NICE!!! at nyte, play daidi and den went home suweet home :)

update, update.

2008-11-23T15:27:00.008+08:00

So wat did i do all this while?
okay here it is:

i went to.....
SINGFEST 08! 02.08.2008

TASTE OF CHAOS! 08.11.2008

pictures of TOC will upload soon. :)

Miss Leong aka MRS TAN's Wedding! 15.11.2008

hi!

2008-11-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

im back yo! i noe ryte ma blog's dusty so it's time to clean it up! look at the last post! gosh its freakin months since i last update. hahk! alright peeple, how's the new layout? well i just want it to be simple, nice and neat but becos of ma recent posts, it looks kinda messy! i soooo needa keep updatin so that it will look much better. =p

?????????????????

2008-07-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

QUESTIONS FOR THE DAY.............

WHAT'S THE REASON?????????

WILL I GO SINGFEST TO CATCH NEW FOUND GLORY??

WILL MY RESULTS(sch) BE BETTER? (haaaaaaaaaahhh)

HOW MY FUTURE CLASSMATES GONNA BE IN THE NEXT SEM?

ARRGGGGHHHHHHH IM STRESSED OVER THESE THINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
PMS.

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MWS :D

2008-07-20T20:00:00.006+08:00

MWS took part in NBC on 13th july 2008 and .....
obtained a SILVER!!!! with a percentage of 74!!!

Look out for more results from other bands too and from the three judges at
http://www.abdas.org.sg/Open%20Division.htm
for a new band which formed up like about a month plus or two, it is super worth it!
tell ya a lil smth abt the band...
ive been in the band from the 3rd practice and i kinda knew the current faces.
slowly, many kept disappearing due to boredom and also there is not a lot of members joined.
i found dat when the competition is nearing, the band was in a mess which in a process of recruiting new people.
LAST MINUTE u see..
new people = trouble.
but somehow, i still believe dat the band has the potential of getting a medal cos we are made up of many strong players!
so i just watch and see wat is going to happen during the practices and of course, the end result.

and hell yeah, we got wat we wanted and expected!
:D:D
at least a silver is good oredi. wink* wink*
NEW BAND leh...
i am really surprise and happy with wat we have achieved after being so last minute..
the award is very much appreciated!!!!
therefore, my 'believe' came true! WOOOOO!!

MWS is like ma 3rd big family, a NEW family.
i gain more exposhure with the band and also from here, i improve on ma skills and sight-reading too.
i am sooooooooo proud of myself. really.
(uh, so wat?! cannot isit?)
oh, and don't forget the pple too! well, only SOME of dem.
THEY just simply rarrrrwwwkk and are loved!

before....
after......
the fantastic flautists!
hello pple!
the awesomest @ sombong beach yesterdae at firdaus' chalet!!!
kay bye.
dunwan write too much. later pple complaint is plain boring!

odd & out

2008-07-07T17:41:00.006+08:00

so, wats up?
hmmm lets see...
5th july, SPEECH DAY!
5th july, SHEKYN'S BDAE!
it was a great day as the band had done a great performance for both parade and concert!
whoa juz didnt expect that many audience came to support the band and did enjoy our performance!! thnk u pple for being dere to support us! HAH!
after the concert, it was happen to bump into my ex-classmates and also some ex-schmates and to take pictures! i so want those pics badly man! den i can upload it here, frensta and maspace! HAHAHH! woo! so loving that moment!! and not to forget, there are some pics taken with miss woo too!!
okay guys, below are some pics taken from ma hp and dats all i got...

oh and thats the bdae shawty, SHEKYN!
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN YO!
"go shawty! its ur bdae!"
:D:D

this is at the hind stage where bumped into ris and jun!! so miss dem lah!!
=D

flautist s of the day!
this is the scene in the band room right after the seniors in the band say their last speech as they are stepping down....
hmmm didnt noe that THEY got surprise for this two bdae gerls.....both trombonists and how cool?!
and so, KAK SO, surprised and made them a huge cheese cake! sweet huh? AWWWWWWWWWWW~~

well hello kid! damn, i forget his name again! i find that he's the best recruit tho. heh
and here's shekyn and the kids..

so yeah, dats all for the pics.....not much but what the heack!
so afta the whole speechday, proceed to wld lame to eat ice kacang. err i didnt buy anyting cos im full. yea but juz have some tastes from shekyns' and karems'..
afta dat, i got seperate from dem all cos i walk home alone from wld lame to ma haus. the journey not dat long but i perspire like hell! cos why? the weather lah..it was super tired afta the whole day from early morning to abt 3+pm~
i dunwanna wait for bus for long and summore it was traffic jam cos later on i got sectionals at abt 4.30pm..
BUT! i nvr turn up for the sectionals tho...due to some things going on at home...
went out again for mws practice W/O ma sis which is at 7pm..
received a msg from jingyi telling that she gonna wait me at the interchange.. sweet..
so we mit and then off to CC by taking 903.
reached and played the comp pieces and den lastly side reading the great locomotive chase.
easy piece. REALLY! i guess my side reading is improving!!!! weeeee!!!
im so proud of myself tho. y cant i? HARH!
afta band practice, went straight home....
dats it.
oh yeah, yesterdae, didnt get to go sentosa to celebrate shekyn's bdae...
sorry for not cuming! i cant lah....hurhur..
but i swear i miss sentosa's beach!
damn......
till the nxt posts!

BUTO UH

2008-07-02T11:57:00.005+08:00

INVICIBLE I AM??

WUSSIES!
FXCK YOU! _|_

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=)

2008-06-30T23:04:00.003+08:00

helooooooooooooooooooooooo-belo-yelo-melo-celo!!!!
GUE LAGI HAPPY DGN RASE SO LUCKY!!!
well, am just feeling that way todae....
cos why?
ADE UH!
heh
bye
:)

puhleese dont go away! i just want YOU to stay with me forever!!!!!!

2008-06-29T14:31:00.004+08:00

WOOOOO!! went to lagiSKAli's first ever gig yest @ art museum!! was fun fun fun! GOOD JOB GUYS !!! YOU guys have given the best yest for first tymers! and OMG, am the photographer for dat day...i mean just took their pics when dey are performing. I SERIOUSLY DID BADLY!!!!! nervous lahhhhhhhhhh! erm shekyn if ure reading this, pls forgive me for the cock-up picas! well i hope its fine? =S

okay, here are a FEW yest pics i snap wit ma phone...

there are 3 bands that WE watch. 1st was like an old sch band, followed by lagiSKAli and private eye.....

so this is the old sch band am toking abt!

karem and shekyn seem nervous ACTUALLY. LOL

see? HAHA

"ahhhh!amek gambar amek gambar!"

so after the gig, ALL of the above lot excluding ifa but including karem went off to LJS. pick ma lil sis up at ct hall cs...and den this few excluding luqman sadik naz and e'ah but including ma sis went to MWS practice. guess wat la? SAW SO MANY NEW FACES!!!!
oh why just SO LAST MINUTE?!?!
even ma section ya noe. fhairil and daanish nvr turn up siot.
whoa, there will be 7 flautists in total sia. the 2 a.i-ians came back and there are 2 new ones. walaoooooooooooooo stress sia.
STRESS because there is a reason behind it and i shall not mention it dammit!
haishhhh.....i was kinda PISSED yest.......THE band just feels so different la...
asrie msged at abt 1am plus saying dat we did a great job? hahk! guy u must be kidding. well cos idts!! and DIA tu sala ajar siot!!!! aiyoooo. if fhairil got , conferm we're gonna haf a bitchin' session siot! UGHHH.
okay...the pract den end at 10pm. off and get home soon afta. the day was so DAMN tired. really. my eyes are burning red siot. otw home in the bus, bump into dis senteng, giler and everyting biol gerl whom i really miss her lots!!!!!!!!
there ya go, ITS ERFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sap, she got name card la siol. dgn linca nye dia bagi. ahahhaha. am still waiting for her to msg me her email msn. she did said "malam nie jugak aku msg ko! SUNGGUH!!!" but, she didnt msg me. sobs sobs. LOL!!! but watever it is eventho am not close to her at all, she will still be my craziest and funniest fren i ever met dat i'll keep in mind! heeeeeeeeee!
erm okay, i just received a msg from karem. mayb lepak-ing later!

so yea, dat is all peeple! til the nxt post!
siakens uh, tmr sch lah sey? UGHHHHH!!

UPDATESSSSSSS

2008-06-28T00:30:00.013+08:00

updates updates!

recently i went to skapunk attack on 22nd june!
with.....stella,zul & mazlina~~
meet the peeps there!! like A LOT!
i soooooooo miss dem la....and i miss like dat kinda gig.
nie baru best, kenal ramai org...unlike now....
so many #$%^&UYGHJK gigs wit YPs and POSEURS.
oh dey just SUCK!

she said i look like her small sis. lol. sory uh kak tapi mmg betol

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the tomorrow, 23rd june, schooling. but cabot at 12+++. so WE skip the 3rd meeting. heee. WE watch get smart. nice show and funny!

this is the scene where WfoursevenM plan to cabot during break 2 of computing maths module!!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only tis lot cabot lah sey! hurhur!

the one & only malay girls in WfoursevenM. :)

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okay, the nxt day, tuesday, 24th june....
WfoursevenM had adventure learning programme in sch afta sch.
it was SUPER FUNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!
i so loving it!
the last tyme i went up high elements during sec 3 which is OBS...
now..climb again, had overcomed ma fear! YAY!
not only my class but there is oso other classes. we were mixed and ma grp play 'bonding' game while waiting for the other grp to finish climbing the high elements.
i was partnered with badriah....a lovely fren of mine...hahahs.
we planned to take the more challenging obstacles which is a long way round.
SO DAMN FUN AND WORTH THE SWEAT AND FEAR!
SUCCEEDED AND COMPLETED THE HIGH ELEMENTS.......
ALL OF US GOT CERTS AND WERE HAPPY2 DIMSUM!
WEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~HOO!

helping bad..
sempat posing kay!

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okay, after tuesday which is weds..........25th june...
the prob statement of the module was damn chim lah..and everybody was tired after yesterday's event until...........

(before)
(after)

only left with 10 peeple in class including me. BUT the class end damn late eventho so lil pple. DAMN TIRED LAH and i got a C for dat day. PFFT! nbcbknn!

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thursday, 26th june....
nvr turn up sch. WOOPS!
but i regret not coming...
cos why? dey learnt to use the excel tingy and learn to calculate like income tax and all.
wah lao.....................................
but ma day was fine....
got to go syf opening ceremony the preview with YAT(thnks guy for accpnying me heh).
its like fxcking tired and difficult la to find pple to ask to accompany since got free tix ryte....
#$%(GJYUGHEWBJUTYR^%#YGDHSOEJF_(GWQ!!!!!!
enjoyed the performance tho..
:)

(actuali, wanna zoom at karem but cannot lah.too far.......heh)
yuhua band.....

i could not take summore pics like bowen or deyi mb!!!!! cos ma hp batt flatt like fxckkkkk oredi!!!
sian and sad.....but at least i watch dem LIVE again...
heeeeeeee

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fridae todae, 27th june, nvr go anywhere. afta sch, go cwp bazaar...buy ramlee burger, takoyaki and vadei....wah paing. realise that all i buy is like 'racial bites' consisting of malay,chinese and indian food?????HAHA! SO COOL OR WAT!?! went back straight home...share the food wit ma mom...
dat all...
OKAY GUYS! I THINK DATS ALL I WOULD LIKE TO UPDATE!
BYE BYE!
NYTES!
TAKING CARE AND LOVING YOU TOO!

;D

picas on p.t

2008-06-27T23:48:00.006+08:00

hey hey you you!
yea, in the previous post, i wrote about am gonna posts pics on the pulau tekong ryte.....
where ma bro NS....
hmmm so yea here it goes....
OH YEAH, NIWAES!!!
ma bro juz came back home sweet home!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee! for the first tyme, i so miss him lah!? well, just welcome him back............nth much going on.....
hahk! enjoy!

this is the ferry which me&fam first board at the terminal to proceed to pulau tekong

the lil view where we sat on top of the ferry. SHIOKKKKKK

the 'school'

there you go. it really looks like a school! eh shiokk sia see the 'classrooms'(bedrooms)

there is also an entertainment room..

this is where the org2 yg nk masok NS angkat sumpah
after touring and everyting, we ol went to eat breakfast/lunch..and den...bye bye abg...he has to go...boohoo ='(

and then, me&fam went back to take ferry and tis tyme the ferry dunhaf any seats on top...ailamak..boring...
lucky thing, ive no sea sick on dat day eventho the waves are strong during parking. yahooo!

this bus takes us back to pasir ris int....

*THE END*

NFG PLEASE??!?!?!?!

2008-06-15T17:35:00.003+08:00

I WANNA GO SINGFEST I WANNA GO SINGFEST I WANNA GO SINGFEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUNOE WHICH DAY TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
HELP HELP HELP!!!!!!
I WANNA MIT NFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA MIT ALICIA KEYS AND PATD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW HOW HOWWWWWWWWW!!!!
THE TIX ARE KILLING US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNNNNNN I WANNA GO SINGFEST I WANNA GO SINGFEST I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY HO! LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

NFG!!!!

2008-06-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

DAMN tmr is the start of open sch. KNNNBCB! i hope from tmr onwards will not be boring lahh........
both in sch and in class.........
and and i dunwanna b stressed out later! i seriously need more close frenssssss in sch....yea, CLOSE. at least to haf some "bestfrens" in sch.....haishh...... very hard....very very hard tis tyme....
i really miss ma sec sch lahhh! :'(((( poly life is not like sec life....boooohoooo.....

okay, its been days i nvr update...yea dis two weeks of hols = booooo!!! starting of hols, on the fridae nyte itself afta sch, went for sec sch's band camp....
overnyte dere... reach the band room abt 8+++++pm. watch dem practice and i play some songs abit...den dey had to go down to play games...the games was fun tho! ma grp wich consists of shekyn amyn n sadik with of cos the other band members(considered oni me n shekyn hu are the alumnis) won for tis game where we haf to create shapes dat were given while holding the nxt partners hands. MOST of the shapes we do were perfect and the "leaders" love it. hahaha u noe hu u are.... and yahooo-hoo!-hoo!-hoo! WE WON! yeah..nxt game, captain's on the deck...was damn funn lahhhhhhhhhh. and whoa, i bustard shekyn and leave her alone. lol....sry man....i dunoe i cant tink but to run in the 'haus'.... but oh wells, i still wanna gave up lah...too tired hahahahahaha...and poof, i went out of the game afta left wit oni three on floor. me amyn n sadik...and den left wit both of dem..... LUCKY ME i got out of the game cos......the final two hafta forfeet!!! by writing letters using their butts out! GEWAHAHAH! like S..den ur butt has to follow the letter S....woooooooooooo sexay.....lol...kk watever...den i was too tired to join dem for the other game and oso got disturbed by some msges and calls.....so, a lil bz there...
hmmm den its getting late, so the band members were asked to assemble at the porch to announce the posts and all.... the alumnis talk to the band abt the rules, the discipline and commitment and yadayada......okay...den afta dat they haf their refreshments/supper and den go to slp...among the girls, me shekyn shida jamaliah and soraya was still awake till abt 1 or 2 am playing poker cards.....den call up the boys to go out...lepak...den yeah ...left wit me shekyn fadhil, awie, shida last few siting ard talking abt sch life and all....until 3+++am...den me ekyn n shida went in the hall(where the girls slp while the boys in the mpr), still open our eyes while listening to mp3....ard 4++ or 5+++ liddat i tink i terslp...hahahahha..den suddenly later abt 6am ma eyes open a lil but am still slping saw someone standing, looking at me actualli trying to wake me up, but i shoo her aftawards...yea, it was shida... hahahahahaiyo...k den juz wake up la..den i kol shekyn name..she's awake too..she suddenly put up her head and BUAHAHAHHAHAH i burst out laughin! she was wit her hairband stuck ard her eyes dere u noe like pple put cucumber on their eyes..uh liddat uh.... lol...it was damn funny lahh morning2 oredi made me laugh like hell...k den i quickly chiow..nvr bathe..hahahah...go home..at home can bathe wat...u noe why i hafta go home dat early2 morn?? to take some bursary lahhh...i hafta be back early cos the registration is at 10 and the place was like further from ma place...ughhhh.damn i was slpyy in the train la...wahlao coincidence bump into shahidah trumpeter and iqbal(AGAIN!)damn he saw me do some sort of funny tings.....okay it was a very long wait to take the bursary...damn....okay den afta dat go walk2 ard lil india...i bought new perfume dere..heh...den afta dat i went back to ma sec sch..dey got bbq...yea...den afta dat..lepak2...laugh here n dere...bitching...and go home..... okay dats all...tired u noe dat two days....

den....i gotta work..work...work and go for outside and sec sch's band practices.... den got chalet...went afta sec sch band pract...ard 6+ pm, reach dere..located at pasir ris..its pa one la...oh yah, i VOMITTED! damn.....cos of the ride to dere la...i cant take long rides...especially cars or bus or vans...juz made me giddy and later vomit...i feel sickish a lil afta vomitted...okay den yeah me shekyn karem amyn n shaidah went ard the beach...and while we walk, we tink dat everyting in the east side are SOMBONG. the living things especially!! even the WIND!!! there's no wind there sia....we all sit at the rocky2 near the beach dere.."enjoy" the scenery....actually, lame la...just see plain sea and sky...goshh...and we all found a starfish ard the area...dunoe if its still alive..amyn just threw it in the sea...let it go...hurhur...hmm we hafta go "back" at 7pm as our "MAK" ask us to....den later on sit in the room and bitching...hmmm chalet was funnnn lah...the games....hahahah....ma grp name consists of khai khai and zafirah...yea..two khais...grp name was BISKOT! had fun uhh....play 'treasure hunt' and ma grp manage to find all the tings but pts being deducted cos i nvr take out ma damn shoe lace! ughhh. den play sharraid(idunoehowspell)...where hafta act out w/o talking and cheating and the audience hafta answer....den play stretch game..ma grp was the shortest :(... den lastly hafta perform some percussion ensemble using oni ard the body....huhu...yea...some said our grp's beatbox is cool~ WOOOO! thnks uh eh...we noe dat..LOL! okay den dats all lah..the five of us had to go home...so yea...the tmr i work! but i nvr turn up..u noe y? cos i got really sick at the nyte afta i went home...damn..................nvr go out the day i sick....the tmr wich is on fridae, hafta send ma bro to NS...at pulau tekong...it was damn cool lahhhhhh..(feels like serving ns too) hahahah....i got some pics wit me....hmm i'll upload it here when the nxt tyme i post yar!!!! haha i got those pics cos ma bro gave or juz borrow his phone to me since he had to serve NS...YAYNESS! hehh..niwaes, i got to ride ferry!! yay!!! and dis tyme, NO SEA SICK! thanked god..cos the ride was super awesome la...got to sit on top..enjoying the wind and the scenery............ala..dat one when only otw to tekong..when go home tyme, i took the ferry wich has no seats on top...boooo....but still best lah! and goodbye and take care over dere abg! wish u the best!!!

yesterday, oni went out in the evening for mws practice....new conductor....he's good. he concentrates more on the articulations and all sorts la......our band yest was like, WOW. i love it man......but i scared of him..he stares at u when he's talking to u.....:S
k watevr it is, i want tis band to achieve at least a high silver for NBC(national band comp)!!!!!!!! WOOOOO! cant wait!!! and we oni left wit a few practices...13th july is the day!! sunday!!! at 6pm!!! support us pple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-07T14:26:00.003+08:00

okay from now on if i wanna blog, i'll use mozilla firefox! it r00ls yo!!!! thnks! heh

how bt life now?

2008-06-07T13:35:00.005+08:00

ehem! testin` one two three. here tryin` onto mozilla firefox(rather than the effin` internet explorer). hope dis works and doesnt wastin` ma fxckin` energy typin`. damn it! so sry guys for not updating ma blog. yea as yall can see there are like empty posts published. its all becos of the internet explorer am using in dis lappie and oso the internet connection. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.
whoa, i actually missed alot on posting abt wat had happened in ma life yadayada recently. but ah, ma internet explorer stressed me out cos everytyme i create posts, afta publishing it, it turned out to be EMPTY! i even wanna read the "posts" ive posted back to remember wat's actually going on. dammmmn la. hurhur. wattodo? =(
guess tis two weeks holidays am having isnt enough! got lotsa plans for the straight two weeks la..
yea peeple, am workin` back at that effin` wrkplace. i need $$$$ lah. gonna buy new clothes and wanna go SINGFEST!!! and mayb CALIBAN's gig. heard dat ma fren's band, SHADOW'S EMBRACE playin' for the opening act. DAMN COOL LAHHHHHHHHHH!(kebetolan bump into dem yesterdae in the train and zul was actuali do not wanna admit dat deyre performing for the opening act!screw him!) okay get back abt wrk. i wrk back wit ekyn! yay! naseb lah at least got fren there. i feel not bored wrking dere since i had ekyn wrking dere too. but i oni wrk until nxt thurs. HAHK! and as for ekyn, dia mati2 nk gloria jeanssss since am oni wrking for a short tyme. wah, i oni had two days of rest sey. both sundays! tmr and nxt sunday. the rest all got plans. boohooooo. am starting sch so soon oredi!!! arrrrghhhhhhhh!

sch. am still waiting for ma IG(CCA) to inform me the result whether i got thru the audition anot. lambat nk mampos siaaaaaa. i wanna go for cca. i wanna have funnnnnn. i wanna join the concert band tooo but i haben2 send an email to the presidents. aiyooooooooooo.
sch,,,,,, sucks big tyme i must say. i dunoe but i just feel it dat way. EVERYTING just sucks. i hate it. when will i haf a happy life in sch? haish.... bored siot. oh yah, ma classmates say wanna haf an outing. oeiiii, when lah guys????????????????????? am waiting!! no updates aye????? hurhur.. since i join the sch, ive been bz. i feel dat way. no fun no shoppin` no going outs. haiyerrr. boring life!!!!! i had to hold on onto dis boredom life. endure for the whole three years in the sch. damn. am hopin` for the best in sch man. i pray hard!!!!

wat else to say eh.... oh yeah, am missing a lot of things and peeple too. i wanna mit ma sec sch frens backkkkkkkkkkkkkk. ma classmates since sec 1 and the cool classmates last year! damnnnn. i miss sec sch life. so oh-much betta and i lovin` it! afta graduated, everyone's in different schs and life. all been seperated and been bz with their own lives. wattodo?? its liddat oredi. =( but, some still meet. the leps peeple =oD. dat one oso often meet.huhu

okay lah til nxt update!
aku nk sheshe lahhhhh bye!

BISMILLAH! hope dis post can be published or else!

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sch

2008-04-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

i really cant take it anymore. just feels like giving up. eyea, skool juz suck. i mean, the modules. i cant really cope wit dem. it makes me go crazy. i cant really do those prob statements dat is given to me. later on ya noe ma team mates or even ma facis will tink dat am stupid, weak, cant speak up and yada2. i tink slow. or mayb i cudnt tink. cos am not like u professions. u see me okay but in fact NOT. am very disappointed of maself and feels very sad la. i actuali cried tinking bt how to improve on my weakness throughout the discussions and presentations etc. hey am not some emo kid kay fxckters? this is wat i felt these days and wanting to let it out. todae, the whole day am not in the mood. well there are some reasons behind it but not telling here. oh, enterprise skills totally suck kay. the module i hate the most! pfft! just feels like changing skool. isit good?

haishhhhhhh............... the closest ones getting apart are we? i dunoe. *sigh sigh n more sigh*

syf outdoor 2008 for display bands

2008-04-13T13:10:00.003+08:00

yea. it was yesterdae! 12th. i went!!! with the band members and the alumnis... there are two parts of competition. the 1st was assessment and then followed by the real ting.. what i noe, there are 3 bands who received certificate of distinction from the assessment! CONGRATS YALL! well, they are yuying(ma sec sch band music xchange fren), hwa chong and canberra..... wah didnt expect canberra who is ma sec sch neighbor ( i mean located in northern side of spore) joined for the assessment competition! the other got cert of merit and pass. but i forgot hu are dey la...damn.. the bands got me mixed up and confused la. serious2! den for the real ting, deyi won EVERYTING! yea! dey received gold w honours, won best drum major and won the 30000$$$!
GOSH, dey might be super good in the judges eyes la! hmmm TK pulak.. dey put up a really amazing and interesting display lah... and deserves to get gold w honours.. DUH~
err some few bands also got the "hu!...HARK!... hu!... HARK!" as in, u noe, along wit the sword and goes like dat... mcm doing those marshall or wushu? ahhh ya,... okay den..
bowen..they dressed up like pirates gitu...cool lah but from far like mina tudung uh.. hahaha! no offence but really. but hey, u guys have done a great job man. GOLD is oryte. tk sala dey all use johnson baby powder to do the smoke tingy. isit dem? or other band... see, i got mixed up! lol!!! kekek gils uh can? but nice display uh! i tink almost all the bands have put up their best displays sia... I LOIKE~ hmm the rest all got silver and oni one bronze which is springfield...
okay, i spotted dis drum major doing his mace very nice and interesting to look at uh. everytyme he throws, he would catches without fail. he throw the mace very high and sempat dance or do smth and catch it and can continue spin n turn or watever. whoa, he's just damn good. i dunoe he's from which band. cos i got mixed up. yea! i tink dat dude deserve to won the best drum major instead... am not protesting. its just ma pt of view la... cos all the bands really makes me go WHOA and AAAAHHHHHHHHH!! u noe... well, CONGRATS TO THOSE HU PARTICIPATES YEA?! so yea, looking forward to the nxt syf outdoor in two yrs tyme!

RP yall!

2008-04-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey ho! noe dat some of u been wondering how am i doing in ma new skool...
well, skool has started and ive turned up for class the whole of dis week which is the 1st week of skool of cos. well, made new frens...oni depend on my classmates...ma other frens whom knew me and close to me been seperated and seldom meet up in skool...dey are oredi in 2nd year and i got oni one quite close gf but tu pon, hard to mit to go eat and watsoeva la. cos she's not in the same blk as me...dats y..
hmmm, yea, ma skool has two breaks. 10am-11am and 12pm - 230pm. its abit strange la cos 1st break is oni one hr and u hafta get back in class for juz another hr and den go break again. BUT!!!! the 2nd break u see is long i noe. two and the half hour. actuali, its stupid. cos dat long break, u juz either eat 1st den do ur presentation slides(discussions in powerpoint) wit ur team mates dat needa present afta came back from the break or do presentation slides 1st den go eat. pfft!!!! for me, its lame, okay?
if need not do presentations, i cud juz go home and take some rest n eat at home instead den come back skool. it wud be good tho...
hmmm well, everyting is fine.....am glad i got few close frens in class... i hope dey appreciate me to be their fren...yall must noe i MUST talk and needa jk ard, talk crap, irritate u abit, disturb u abit, laugh ard n yada2. well, dats me! okay? or otherwise, its not me. so yah...... dun judge me if u do not noe me well.
hmmmmm yah, i tink, im the weakest link in class. SERIOUSLY! i cant talk during presentations. as in, elaborating tings or explaining or answering..... im not confident in doing dat. well, i tried ma best but wat i tink is dat i juz talk crap if i start do those tings u noe..
haishhhhh..........mayb am juz too scared..cos mayb ma words can be just shits or craps. in addition, all eyes on me during presentation. am still not adapt to it yet... cos im scared. get it? i wonder how the rest can adapt and juz talk and say out sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fxcking many tings and own ideas. dey're juz too intelligent. am jealos la. seriously! i cant do dat...i tink slow. not like dem. and their english, POWER! u noe... unlike mine, broken english and stupid at the language. most of dem use chim words... i seriously do not noe wat exactly dey're trying to say or explain or watever. haish,...i suck in english! helppppppppppppppppp!!!! i tot i wud avoid dat language, but still in skool, everyday dat kinda lesson. damn. im tired and sick of it. see la, afta working for long, ma english terok. cos at work, the staffs use broken eng and i tend to follow dem. aiyoooooo. now ive oredi quit, hope i get back to talk proper english..... a fren of mine support me and giving me tips for presentation. a fren, new fren, my classmate seems to care bt me. well, at least? THNKS ALOT BRANDEN!!!!!!!!!!! a.k.a cxckslapper!! hahaha! WOOOOO! hopefully i'll improve ma skills on the presentation and hopefully i will have more close frens and new frens later la sia! no frens = boring. SERIOUS2!

orientation.

2008-04-05T00:03:00.004+08:00

yea, 1st day of orientation which falls on weds, 2nd of april, really bores me off. cos needa fxcking do exam and presentation. well we haf to do dat so dat we noe wat the poly is like and oso the study system. but oh wells, it turned out great in the end cos ma team, well, new frens, can go along with each other and are happy peeple. we laughed our ass off each tyme and even planned to cabot the presentation dat day together. but narh, juz carry on. err ya, i made dem laughed. YAY. and even the whole class laughs during the presentation aftawards. just find it weird. ma words tickles dem off. really. hmmmm
oh yah, dey're gonna be ma classmates for 1st semester. 2nd sem, gonna change classmates. and dat goes on til dunoe when. wahhh sian la!!!!! sedih sia. summore, skool, everyday presentations. everyday get grades. everyday must do journal. everyday dis and everyday dat. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh more sian!!!

kay, the 2nd day of orientation, was rushing to go skool. den wen i on the lift and read aminah's msg saying she tot of not going. den i quickly call her up and tell her to go cos i siap and go out oredi. den she go siap back and mit me lor. den aminah told me i hafta go to ma own skool and she too. we get seperated, AGAIN. errr ma skool, STA, needa ensemble in the sports hall while aminahs' at the forum dere la. actuali both of us dont felt like going cos we're gonna be alone and we felt so awkward. den suddenly some sta leaders came and ask me to go. den i juz go and get seperated wit aminah.. wah sedih. den there are two leaders who bring me, tis guy and another guy to the sports hall.made fren wit oni one of the guys. reached the sports hall, there's like everybody looking at the late comers. wah paiseh! was so nervous lor. some lectures or faci gave some talk abt the courses. den we play game. all of us were told to stand on the ground, make a big circle and were told to hold ur partner beside2 hands. i was like WTH. cos beside me are both chinese GUYS. the guy on ma left was one of the student leader and he's the crazy and loud one. he came and say "hey u! come lets hold hand!" hahaha. i was like, ......., okay.... aiyo! den da hold hands den were told to run in the middle where there are abt 3 student leaders and den shout "STA!". it means school of technology of arts, kay? den da gitu, we do it lor. it was fun tho and everybody like gajah running sia. so scary. the left guy ran so fast until he pull me so hard and i followed running. wen we reached in the middle everybody shout "STA!". wahhh. den we hafta go back to big circle again and do it again cos its bad. hahahah. den were told to hold hands, walk clockwise moment, jog, run and stop. den were told to come to the mid again. so dey count, one two, three, runnnn!!!! everybody came in the mid and dis tyme is like we're in some mosh pit and den shout "STA!" i almost get shrunk by hueva is behind me sia. but overall was fun! den afta dat we were told to randomly choose ur own team to take us for tour. so i go to the team where i recognise the two leaders hu took me to the sports hall juz now. wah, i was alone. so sad. no fren sia. den we tour ard...check out their labs, gadget, show how to use fotoshop, shooting room and watever la. hahah. it was awesome la. too bad didnt get to check out abt my course much like show us the dj stuffs. just show us the sound managing tingy and telling abt i must learn physics cos i needa noe the frequency, the pitch and watsoeva. wahhhh... conferm pening sey!!! tat one year 2 la. year 1 i just go to the basic and do everyday presentations shit. boring sia. oh yah and eventho im in yr one doesnt mean i cannot touch the tings from the labs all. i can use the labs or rooms for wateva oni with the staffs' permission. so yeah, mayb someday i;ll go check out the dj's stuff or somting? and yea, dey even told dere's a workshop for hueva hu's willing to learn to use adobe fotoshop. didnt tell the full info so am willing to find out more!!! i wanna attend la woi! must ask ard abt tis... hmmmm
from 9am to 1pm and den lunch. during lunch, went off wit ma new fren, Yeewen (she has the same common tings wit me!!) and aminah...

3rd day orientation wich is todae, i nvr go. cos got some competition shit going on. but i noe i miss the whole lot la. i noe i miss the fun and excitement. ya la, no frens how to go. i mean, i can go but the mood is just not dere for me to enjoy ALONE and oni if i depend on making new frens. haishhh... juz now oso got jam and hop. i bet it was fun sia..
i regret la but wth!
skool is starting so soon! yea, coming mondae.
gd luck to me uh eh!

MARCH TO GLORY 300308. (a gig)

2008-04-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

okay i noe its been two days straight i went to gig. and dat tyme ma $ just gone like the wind. wahh...lao...
tis tyme, S.K.Y went together. tis is much super fun and very comfortable and doesnt feel awkward of cos... the gig consists of bands wit diff type of genres. wat i noe dere's ska, oi!, and metal. when reached, saw abg ajeek, hugged him like wat we owaes does wen we mit. den we made our payment at the door and instead of going in the subc, we went to cheers to buy light food and drinks. one by one came in the skins and the rudies, doing "take-and-go" acts. hope u stupids noe wat i mean. karym saw one of dem took milk instead. wahhaha wth. nk curik gi curik air susu. BODO sak pencurik. kk den went back, watch abg ajeek's band, MBS, perform. tk best is dat the crowd nvr supports dem and nvr stand and skank or mosh. oni some rudies came upfront when dey hear ska beat and skank not following the rythm and tempo. wah, didnt noe rudies are so stupid at skanking. kalao skank lawa tkpe gak tapi mcm robot skank cepat2 dunia dia. lol. yall shud see dem and laugh at dem. dey made a disgrace. mayb dey "baru naek" uh. PFFT! afta mbs perform, went out meet faisal and liska and her bandmates. den all the way were wit dem. talked wit azhar and abg ajeek outside and got to noe abg ajeek got a new gf wich he brought her dat day. shekyn went off soon cos she needa take her stuffs to chalet but later come back. noeing abt shadows embrace performing afta the current band, we went in the subc. skali bukan dorg nye slot. aleh2, sallys take their turn. wah, dunoe uh y. well sallys as usual good. the place was full by their supporters. skanked thru their songs. aftawards there are skinghead bands. and i really like their spirit and support and wateva la. dey are like bonding and are happy peeple. their songs are good too sia. aftawards shadows embrace perform and finally like so long didnt watch dem! dey're still good as usual.. saddened abt sitt case cos she lost her hp dat includes of her baby's fotos and other impt tings.. pity her sey...kk den watch full pledge munkees. love dem! skanked. then.. suppose to watch liska band, private eye but tk jadi cos da late. was actuali their turn and den dis sucky band, bloody rejects go and set up and everytyng. tink the organizers ask dem to play. den when one of the organizer saw liska's bro, wira was pissed off, he's like trying to calm him down and said afta this band its their turn and at 10.35pm dey play. harh! YA RYTE! the tyme is 10.25pm when bloody rejects was setting up and all. cant be dey play juz for awhile wat.. den i dunoe uh tot we stay den dey all take their tings and walk out the subc so just followed la. sad sia................... always wanted to see dem but dat day just pissed everyone off. shit happens. aiya..mayb nxt tyme?

punkrawk show 290308.

2008-04-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

eyeah i went! with wan, acap and another fren i forget his name. not dat close wit dem tho and i felt so awkward and not being maself. i went wit dem cos none of ma close ones can go. PFFT! and the major ting is dat dey talk among demself. so the whole day dat day i was quiet and felt so boring. wen i reach the music garage, i was happy.i get to talk and laugh ard. cos umi, azhari and lee was dere. hugged dem too but not azhari..haha. all along i was wit dem instead of the frens whom i went with. aftawards saw kak tsue downstairs. hugged her and we talked and laughed. well wat i noe i watched almost all the bands. wat i noe i missed shoe size nine. dat tyme i was with wan, acap, the another fren, shahrin and his bandmates went to eat. o yah, shahrin's band is good. haha Page 86 rocks kay? later on met juni. hugged her too and talked and laughed. catched the last two bands, carah mel and cesspit. den soon went off home. oh i really salute this band called MISSISUED. dey kick ass la. i super like dem alot. their songs and music wise rawrrrk! and and! i needa say dat the vox is hot and got nice voice! xD

thnks.

2008-03-21T23:21:00.003+08:00

1. How many months are there untilyour birthday?
- now is still march so 8.

2. Have you gotten gum stuck in yourhair?
- na'uh.

3.When was the last time you got straight A’s?
- just now.

4. Where is your brother right now?
- in the living room.

5. Is your handwriting large, tiny, ornormal?
- i take orders using large handwriting so its large.

6. Are you currently listening to a song?
- ahuh. confessional by lamb god.

7. Do you have a cell phone?
- yes.

8. Do you own any kind of yellow clothing?
- yea, ma supergirl shirt and the 3/4 dress.

9. What do you hate about the opposite sex?
- if dey hurt us girls.

10. How many piercings do you have?
- 2.

11. What time is it?
- 11.29pm.

12.What color are your eyes?
- brownish-black.

13. How are you today?
- feeling so rimas uh.

14. How long does it take you to take a shower?
- 20-45 mins dat depends.

16. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
- eh mane 15? next!

17. What jewelry do you wear all the time?
- narh..

18. What would you say if your doc. told you were pregnant?
- WHOA.

19.Do you believe in aliens?
- alien vs predator

20. Any siblings?
- need i to answer dis again?

21. What are you doing tomorrow?
- erm, meet shekyn to pass some tings and going mws practice.

22. Tell me a story about a scar you have.
- lol wth. okay, err ma skin on ma left knee cap area get cut when i wanna scare off aydil hakim at wlds stadium during sports day practice when we were sec 1. i fell on tis rocky-cement-flooring which covers the drains along the running track cos it was slippery since it was raining before we went dere. rabakskaliman! -_________-"

23. What color are your socks?
- needa buy more sucks man! got only pink, black, and greys.

24. What school do you go to?
- kindergarten, primary, secondary, coming polytechnic.

25. What are you allergic to?
- mamas, apeks, bitches, whores, bullocks, minareps, matreps, copycats, kaypos and crowds.

26. Can others make you cry easily?
- can

27. Whose house did you last go to?
- neneks'.

28. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- jb.

29. Who is your best friend?
- karym and shekyn.

30. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
- nvr tink of it.

37. What are your favorite color(s)?
- yellow, black, pink and red.

38. Do you know anyone who lives in another state?
- ahuh. b-rice sumwhere in australia.

Are you easily confused?
- yesh.

40. Who have you talked to today?
- a lot

42. Do you like anyone at the moment?
- yes please! its saosin!

43.What made you happy today?
- get to eat until so full yay!

44.Do you like thunderstorms?
- sumtymes.

45. Do you watch Hannah Montana?
- huh?

46. When’s the last time you cried?
- yesterdae la fxck!

48. What’s the weather like right now?
- cooling?

49. What color is your hair brush?
- black.

50. Do you trust others easily?
- no man.

halved happy.

2008-03-21T15:41:00.003+08:00

woooooooooooooo. it was such a peaceful environment at work these days. becos ketua nye...
harhh! i dunwanna state the reason here nanti ade spy/kaypo report pulak kan.
seriously sia. woooooooo. i feel so good working. but excluding tings dat irritates me especially SOME pple hu likes interfering mine and 2nd person's convo without warning and SOME pple hu being bias and SOME pple hu being red-eyeing on me. fxck yalls, fxcksters! just wish yall die together and happily masok nerake. wahahhahahahahahaha!

BYE lagi!

later mayb meeting sky and frenssssssssssssssza. bdk2 smlm. YAY.

BYE lagi lagi!

wendy(name) sucks(sir name).

2008-03-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

by all means, i hate peeple by all named WENDY. ive met three of dem already. it erks me out! those peeple are such bollocks, whore, bitch and everyting sucks! i can see dat dey haf the same characteristics and figures! uggghhh! dey just pissed me off! dey are irritating faggots! i hate yalls! u fxcksters can die together and go to hell! mmg pon, korg qafir siol. wahhahahahahahahaha!

BYE!

to whom it may concern:

2008-03-21T15:20:00.003+08:00

u like me. yes i noe. c'mon, i CAN SEE dat u have the feelings towards me. but the ting is dat, ma feelings is not dere. well i really dunoe why and am sorry. only as a friend or a special one, it wud be alryte. :)
am sorry if these words hurt u. but, i really cant force maself to be in love so quick. i hate forcing. cos is not trusty and believed-in kinda ting. u too cant force me. cos i hate it u noe. i dun want to hurt anyone, neither u. haish, am just not ready. get it?
MAYB ure not THE ONE dat am fated to cos i dun feel it eventho ure nxt to me.
but eyeah, THNKS for being dere for me wheneva or whereva. THNKS for the love and care ure giving me. i really really appreciate it. REALLY!
well, time is not ryte for me to haf an another rlship.
am feeling so good being single.
seriously.
just dates are fine for me.
am very sorry and i hope dat u understands me.
thnks :(

P.S: i like u but only as a friend, a special one.

good friday.

2008-03-21T14:45:00.004+08:00

1.Who knows the REAL you?
-me,maself and GOD.

2.When was the last time you went out?
- yesterday.

3.If you could date anyone who would it be?
- thomas delonge please?

4.What song are you listening to?
- finding home by saosin \m/

5.Who does it remind you of?
- mas selamat, can?

6.Last movie you watched?
- errrrrrrrrrrrrrr i tink its sweeney todd. cool movie :)

7.Which of your friends live closest to you?
- hmm qing quan, atika, nizam, fadhil, hafeez, rifki, azhar, bear, hanistar tu je aku bleh jawab.

8.What is your favorite shirt?
- my pink polo-tee mayb.

9.Do you drive?
- yeap only when i play car racing on psp. :D:D

10.What did you do yesterday?
- work, met firdaus and asri, followed by shekyn and karym, followed by THE boys/gays HAHAHAH!! (most of dem are ma classmates'07 they rawrk!)

11.Do you wear contacts or glasses?
- specs.

12.Do you trust your friends?
- only those who are trustworthy, thnk u very nice :)

13.Who was the last person to call you?
- well missed call, kino? some guy whom i dunoe but i tink its matrep. pfft!

14.What annoys you?
- peeple ard me annoys me ryte here in dis second i dunoe y i feel dat the way

15.Do you want multiple piercings?
- erm, shall see bt it.

16.Your fav song in your player?
- for what it's worth by amber pacific! :D

17.Last time you went to the mall?
- yesterday at raffles city?

18.What was the last thing you ate?
- haha! LONTONG! yummeh~

19.Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
- S.K.Y uh amaciam?

20.Last thing you purchased?
- crysteemem tea i dunoe how to spell lahhh! x/

21.Last vacation you were in?
- kiwak, i really cant recall but i tink its the kota tinggi during sec 3.

22.Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
- haha. only stupid people do.

23.What's the last compliment you received?
- am boncet and dats from ma dish washer at ma wkplce.

24.Who was the last friend you hugged?
- kak nurul? she hugged me okay.

25.What's the colour of your phone?
- white and red.

26.How many siblings do you have?
- 2, older bro and young sis.

27.What's in front of you now?
- the computer lah, stupid!

28.Favorite flower?
- rose!

29.One word that describes you now?
- boring.

30.Big eyes or small eyes?
- u mean me? big eyes. a compliment from chen de wei.

very confuse

2008-03-10T02:36:00.003+08:00

yeah bloggin'. juz now work was actuali okay but SOME tings just pop up and pissed me off and spoil ma fxckin mood. really. i cant tahan oredi lah dere. i tot the working environment still the same like the last tyme..but tis tyme, totally SUCKS! the more i work, the more i hate dat place.. i tried to like it but sumtings pulling me off... i really hate it when i kena sound... like WTF! part aku kene maki, part DORG buat bodo! cibai! haish...i juz needa bare wit ol these fxckin stuffs..am quiting soon oso. soooooooooooo not a problem. i got the patience and i need $. so just hafta carry on tahan wit those tings.. ive been good. haish..no wonder many pple quiting hor.. harh! good la u peeple.. i joining u guys soon.. :)))) YAY!

den juz now afta work, met yat..went bugis to buy watch..den went to buy donuts! mini ones... bought 6 pieces dat cost 4.50$.. nice too tho..haha. am donut freakkkkk lah! xD
yat came bumping into his frens and wit dat aliff aziz.. ugh! tried not to smile at him but i did! wth.. and he smiled back cutely.. disgusting..wahhahaha. k stop it eh dgn dia benci i tao.
lepak2 dere awhile den off to meet karym dey all at admiralty..lepak2 again and zou liao la! yea dat all la i wanna blog abt cos nanti kalao aku tk blog nanti korg semua biseng! kan kan kan?

& to whom it may concern: am really confuse abt maself and atcuali very very afraid to fall for a person already. i dunoe but am sorry......

laaaaaaaalala

2008-03-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

hey ho! guess wat, juz now i went to catch incubus..! with ma fren, yat..wahhahaha...nvr go in of cos..juz hear dem from outside....wahhahaha! well dey played not bad tho..the music wise is cool... like indie rock...
b4 the band played was some gerl vox band la is wat i heard..i reach dere abt 9...i tink i missed saosin...was waited to hear dem play tho..but seems no haf... aiyerrrr saosin uhhhh..i want hear yall!! warrrrrrrrrrgggghhh!! ='( pls come here again n make ur own gig!! i shure go ler!!!! puhleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!!!!!!! well juz hang ard the entrance of the gig..there's alot of peeple too! wahaha! tink dey're gonna gate crashh when its going late..dunoe ler..hanged ard til 10+..den went off to plaza sing eat LJS combo one mcm biase...thnks uh eh blanje...khehehehe.. afta eat den lepak outside and saw some skater dudes..wooooo! dey juz make me smile~~~~
ahahahhahaha sial.
dah tu je nk ckp kay fullstop.

oh yah! im quiting ma job soooooooooooooooooon. i tink..dunoe ler...but maken lame maken i hate oso lah...guess wat, the person dat i dun like at work da resigned. wahahahah baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus skali! aman dunia aku...harh! kk bye

2008-02-23T15:58:00.002+08:00

uggghhh! i dunoe why but from yesterday i kept tinking abt planning wat to buy afta i get tis coming pay. am still considering of buying the fred perry original shoe dat cost me 129S$. cos i got lots of impt tings to buy too.. ughhh. guess am not buying the shoe and oso becos there's a few choices for the ladies footwear and for me to choose.. aiyerr... =S
but i really want it..................
NTAH LAH DINNNNNNNNNN!
guess i've made up ma decision.........................................................
not to buy!
=(
yesterdae went out wit shekyn to window shop at town..
well, found many tings for me to buy..
especially tees and shoes..or mayb dresses?
just cant wait to get the $ and shop til i drop. wahha. wee~~ woo~~ wuu~~ waa~~ wii~~
saw some shoes dat is actuali, way NICER and CHEAPER den the fred perrys'. and dat, is oso the reason why im considering abt it.ugghhhh...

todae...nth much. got the whole DAY free so i juz update ma blog lor..
was suppose to jam todae but tk jadi due to some personal probs..
and oso suppose to go to ma fren's gig but oh well, no $ and erm later in the evening i haf to go to ma wind orchestra practice.. YAY. cant wait....
yeah, i joined the msl wind orchestra in participating in the national band competition which is on april. WOO! juz cant wait to experience how's it gonna be having competitions wit an outside band and compete wit the pro(s)! v^-^v

niwaes, im deeply in love playing songs by summer's over, no use for a name and amber pacific on guitar!!!!!!!!!! juz hear dem and play dem is sastifaction. it rawrrks and i rawrrks! told jya ma dinosaur said i rawrrrrk. haha! =p

2008-02-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

hi! :D
kk aku tau blog aku da berabok..so nk bersih kan abok dia kay?
uh kk..
errm where to start ehk..
uh kk..
abt ma post-skool result, i got into RP, sonic arts peeple! ma 1st choice..
well thnks u peeple for congratulating me...
congrats to u peeple to who managed to go poly/h.nitec and the courses u wanted.. :D
hmm niwaes, i fail to get into TP, vc.. well, it doesnt really matter tho cos the course dat i chose 1st choice in ma jae interest me lots too.. wat all i noe its abt digital music..
GEREK PE?! i noe SOME of u outdere nk sgt ngan course nie jugak.. but guess wat, AKU DPT! hahahahah
tk la tk eksyen kay...aku maen2 je chill..
uh kk..
and i find out, coincidently two of ma frens fren hu got into same skool and course as me..named yani.. den..ma kuzzin juz tadi tegur said her kuzzin pon same2 jugak. shukril the name..hmm wonder hu..ma kuzzin;s sis said dun take him away from her cos aku akan terpikat kat dia.. HAHAHA WTF! oh well but too bad he's two yrs younger den me..den dey told me dia ade abg m lagi hensem. AMACIAM?! xD
haha!
a msg to ma frens who took Os last yr and getting ur result, GOOD LUCK IN FUTURE AND KEEP IN TOUCH OKAY?! if change numba pls update and jgn lupe invite me to ur wedding!
HAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.
uh kk..dat all..

now, i wanna talk abt work. yea work sucks! wen each and everytyme see HIS face dat makes me boring and angry. yahhhh. wassup wit u anyway? u got a problem wit me ? cey cey..
i mean really uh he make me sort dot thor zor a b c d 1 2 3 4 uhh.
cine bacen tk mandi puksmak dia berjambol tk shave 43839257918149374 years..
argghh. juz now was fxcking irritating. tk best uh kerje semua cinone.. mcm sial! talk many diff type of cinone languages. at least mandarin aku paham siket uh nie bahase ape tah diorg pakai. so jadi if mengumpat aku tk tau lor...cibai kan? uhh juz now got a few worker work from 12-3. everytyme at tat hrs will turned bz gils! guess wat, juz now i kena tegur from HIM dat, "ehkk psst shee psst (wtf sound uh he make) uh talk uh.." cos ma work fren talk to me so i reply her uh tkkan nk jadi bisu kan.. cibai uh den yall talk among urself can uh FXCK! y bias? i really tot of walking off from work juz lidat juz now.. not oni dat, he oso suddenly tegur me saying " u owaes ask for bill but u nvr take..from juz now u noe.." afta he said dat i got a blank expression.. den i reply him back saying, " juz now bz wat...and i got lots of tings to do sia.." den he replied me as in immitating wat i said liddat uh but nyeh nyeh nyeh liddat uh.. den i pissed uh. why isit he cant fxcking understand dat dere is less workers on floor? lagi buat aku nk angkat kaki kluar dari kerje sia. omg. cant anyone else like bill out for him or is he stupid or wat cant see dat we got less workers on floor? and summore u dont even say "bill out!" how cud pple noe ryte if tgh bz..BODO! kalao boss aku kerje, tau nk ckp. tau takot. tadi yg kerje pon yg paling besar service manager aku. HE of cos didnt scared of him cos he is kinda new there too. so dats y uh like dun care to do watever suppose to do and haf to do. ugggghhhh aku geram sey tadi. aku gi toilet aku nangis sepuas puas hati aku kerane aku angry!! why must he tegur me.why must he see everyting i did and spot every mistakes i do. dia mane nye besar! cibai sia. mate nk mintak kene grab kluarkan abe use the blender yg dia slalu buat ice blend juices abe blend kan kasi sesape yg kamceng ngan dia minom uh. uGHHHHHHH! mara nmpk mara nmpk! mesti uh sey. im not happy at work uh. i wanna complain to ma boss oredi la. but...... aku rase tkde pape akan jln uh. ugh..tkpe, mudah mudahan aku dpt kerje baru, quit kerje tu yg ade muke si babi tk mandi tu. it'd be perfect if he go, and i stay. cos i will still treasure the rest of dem(excluding this another person please thnk u am not saying hu cos IT is well-known). correct?

12:24am

interview lah shey....(eew?!)

2008-02-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

whoa okay. on thursday while was otw to ma sec skool to go for band practice and suddenly got a call in the bus. guess who, i got a call from the j.p.s.a.e tingy! telling me dat am chosen for the interview..under tp, design skool...course is visual comm lor..was super happy la! asking me to bring ma original and fotostat of ma forms and results all dat and not to forget, PORTFOLIO. i was like , damn, i haben start preparing it!!! and summore i was told dat the interview was tmr! means juz now(fridae). arrrrggghhh was so happy plus kanchiong lor...den planned to get a file for maself and alang2 go skool, find mr zaki for advice and help. so i did! yea, was oredi in skool, kol him asking him where is he and he said he having meeting.so, i talk to him awhile on the fone abt THE call..asking him for help too..den suddenly he was thirsty and asking me to go out buy kopi. was like ()&#Y$HR* la. baru masok skola da kene kluar balek. but nvm la..for his sake and he had helped me alot, i help him out too...haha!cey cey...okay2..den da belikkan kopi, den meet him talk2 talk cxck haha! mengumpat2...hahaha..kinda miss doing dat to teachers..but oh well, watever he said to advice and helping on ma future, i respect and follow dem cos he's just the best art teacher lor...haha!kk da cukop...ahh den da gitu..den go ma band practice..den da gitu go find a file at popular cwp but tk belik besok aru belik and den go shopping for pants and food. HELLYEAHHHHHHHHHHHH. me and karym both 1st bought 3/4 pants for ourselves at s&k. den for food, we bought 6 pieces of munchy donuts, plus, i bought 3 boxes of takoyaki and 3 boxes of ramlee burgers while he pulak bought roti john...hahahaha...nie lah lao da dpt $. ape lagi kan...................... well i bought the food not juz for maself and OBVIOUSLY! bought dem for ma family...blanja lah wat else....good ryte me? haha i noe...happy2 eating at home wit family is nice too...hehe =))
kay den da balek i eat all liao, ape lagi, i start to prepare ma portfolio..was damn stress and all was in the mess!! i kluarkan all ma art pieces, skool assigments, courseworks, watever2 dats in ma head. i planned to print pics of photos i took dat has the nice focuses, and also pics dat i edited to make collages too.. =)) heh
i 'stayed up til 4 in the morning'(ade lagu gwen stefani siket) to do all dat...haish...really kanchiong la..den ....
on fridae which is juz now, woke up abt 10+++am...on comp, do some printings again and yada2. den wash up and go cwp to buy the file..den come back continue again until 2pm.arggghhh..motive to print somemore pics and i took using fadhil's camera den skali comp get stuck was fxcking piss la! its all becos of the printer and comp den i shall skip and am late la...ma interview is at 3.50pm. i came take 168 to tamp and guess wat, raining heavily fxck! i was wit ma big boards and ma portfolio....and am all wet and same goes to dem too. warggghhhh! da lambat buat lagi lambat mane tk lambat?! ceeeeeeeeebs la. den kol2 pple hu lives ard dere to like actuali send me an umbrella. but wtheack lah all tkder ard so i juz ran in the rain..woooishhh. dere, meeting ekyn at tamp int..and am all wet. gonna be a bad impression for seeing maself wet later...damn.....den we took 69 to tp..den da reach, lincar2 go general office..den go register...skali nan register, dia tanye aku fotostat ic nan gambar i was like 9`03()*_($W7w!!! aku tkde gambar!!!!! aku tk fotostat ic!!! den da gitu, org tu soh aku fotostat ic aku pat general office lor..naseb sey..dia mcm mara2 aku sey...and mcm bad impression sey dia tanye2 aku whether aku ade dgr tk dia soh aku bawak ape...haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. tapi tkpe..semua selamat uh afta i gave the fotostated ic...den take a seat to wait for ma turn to call for interview..while dat, ekyn help me out for camne nk present semua and bebual pro-ly..haha! but thnks to her uh!!! hugss! aku mane tau bebual eng betol2...kkk..den it was ma turn la...den the first ting i greeted dem, "HI! GD AFTANOON!*smiles*" haha! den dey start asking ape tah at 1st abe soh tunjok portfolio aku..there are 3 pple hu interviewed me...well, obviously nervous gils!!! aku nk bukak portfolio aku mcm tk tentu arah den org tu tegur aku "take ur tyme dun worry"..wahahahhaa! den i juz replied, okay...i uses this file like flip2 like calender liddat uh..den semua mcm whoa, den semua bebual among2 and one of dem said, "see, i told u to ask the students to use tis file ryte"..den in ma mind i was like =S la! uhh den da bukak, aku show la and present say dis n dis and dat n dat and explain n explain n tell and tell..abe aku tunjok boards besar aku semua...mostly pon i said bt ma artworks is mostly into music and dey catch me of having music is ma most interest cos summore i told dem im in the band and i do haf rock bands outside..and dey ask me to consider of taking dat course and try go to the 1st choice of ma j.a.e BECOS!!! dat course is mostly bt music too..i dunoe uh..dey oso ask me if i were to offered both courses, which one i wud take..OBVIOUSLY VC LA!!! i wanna learn more abt graphic designs, digital art, photography, edit2 gambar, pakai itu ADOBE..wahhhh lao aku da master tu, BEST KAN?????????????????! lagi pon aku suke design2 tings to look more cool and attractive..haha...
abe tau ape, dia tanye aku kalao aku dpt course nie and lepas aku graduate, nk jadi ape? den i say graphic designer! hahaha! cey MCM PAHAM! ahahhahahahahahha tu part kekek la..mcm betol jek....YAKDUSH! hmm overall interview was okay but not okay is dat i nervous la...really2..nk bebual like ga..ga..gap! siket jek uh tk byk..aku pon ade confident nk ual kan...ade dia tanye aku, "are u nervous?" haha! i was like eh, mcm ko tau je. den i replied, "haha yea a little..hee" den da person say "u look like ure so nervous but lucky not like the previous students dat we interviewed..dey suddenly break down and cry"..i was like, okay....haha..k den dat gitu den da bebual2..ask me dat dis dat dis den da bes..overall was like skejap uh..but okay la..i noe i feel dat i flip ma portfolio too fast oredi..wahahahahah! ntah la din... den dey say okay, "thnk u..and btw good portfolio u haf there.." den i say "thnks *smiles*.. whoa...hahahah.. dlm hati kate, ye ker? pfft! kk den wen i was packing ma stuffs back, one of the interviewer kate, "im gonna put a high grade for ur portfolio" WOOW..dia ckp gitu, aku tros grinds from ear to ear and say "thnk u a lot" hahah! broke english siak! tapi tkpe..diorg paham at least..den pass tu lagi satu ckp "are u shure?" den he replied, "yeah i really like it..i really like THE portfolio"..WOOOO.den i laughed and say thnks again.........den i say thnks again and dey too and say bye bye...da phew! i nvr ask anyting afta the interview tho..now i dunoe where to check whether im approved or watever,...okay watever..dpt, dpt. tk dpt den tk dpt lor...aku pon tk kesa la...heh..den da gitu terserempak nan shakir..and he wit bdk2 sleeq..alamak..paiseh nye..hahahahahahha melts aku..heh..shakir nk pulak intro aku nan kyn kepade diorg. hehe..okay la tu...den the alif tanye "wat u guys doing here?" den i reply la i go interview ape lagi kan..kk den da gitu da..den off to bugis at nafa, meet kyn's frens..walk to go eat..at last ma mulot masen, mkn pat thai xpress but pt esplanade..alang2 gi tgk fishtank lor..skanked thru the last song, WAT ABT U?! hahaha mcm biase...lagu tu yg paleng best! harhhh! okay den da gitu bye bye la..aku nk tido...adios brambus..and aku prasan, 1st2 aku bebual english lepas tu aku bebual melayu...........
DA KENAPE?!?!

FRIDAE = BEST. =))))))))))))))

I MISS PUNKROCKING!!!!!!

2008-01-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

okay, i feel quite relief since i get to jamm dat day wit ma new band playing hardcore/grindcore/metalcore watever cores. ugh. harh! well at least i get to jam and dat was the first tyme i hold and play a bass lah. wah mcm bodo sey da lame tk jam. it was screwed tho but oh well, first jam pe.. and lagi2 without a ryhmist. still in search of permanent one but mane nk carik pon aku tk tau. lol. those hu interested come send me msg aye? =)) i'll tell u more abt it..
sunday i work split. sunday tu smlm peh smlm ah kan. yea. naseb ade kwn split. teman dia gi bugis...jln uh from raffles city to there. there, found dis donut shop..sprinkles donut i tink uh...mini donuts. super nice too! me and ma fren bought 3 which is for 2.50$. 2 for me 1 for her. i bought oreo donut(cam biase) and chocolate donut wit filling of strawberry~~ YUM! and ma fren chose the one dat got pink top which dey say its rose syrup. taste a lil of it but got the taste of strawberry siket uh...ahh yea. nice la..alang2 pat sane, met alicia(girls' brigade gerl in ma sec skool) and ask her whether can work den she say "can! can! recruiting pple leh".. den me and ma fren was like, WHOA. COOL!!! den we came asking the uncle there yada yada. but im still consider la. huaha! cos outlet diorg pat j.e, bugis dgn ard padang.. yea, am looking for a new job instead. i want new BUT near one. aiyaaaaa. very hard la.... i really wanna find new job oredi...peeple, HELP ME PLEASE? i found ma current wkplce is getting boring and tiring. not like last tyme. haish..summore its far so if i start at 12pm, i must wake up early and go out ard 1050am oredi... so early kan cos perjlnan dia takes abt 45mins from ma place. totally uncool and bored. summore like work hard and tired oso, the pay like tk muai to me oredi. IDK UH!!! haish...am quiting soon i tink..heh
oh yah, mlm nye. SOMEONE MSGED coincidently. and dat SOMEONE is whom im disgusted, freaked, scared with more and more by each tyme seeing him. REALLY!!! dat guy known to be KUDE. carik uh korg sape. ughhh. he's super duper eeeeeew!!!! he sent me home is okay for me la. he fren fren oni kan. summore coincidently we were otw balek..so yah. his accompanion is appreciated. BUT!!!! not appreciate is dat!!!, he's fxcking trying to k**s me wen we're getting seperated!!!!!! WTF9732$Q&%&)_=08i_)YU9!!!!!! MCM NK SEPAK TENDANG GIGI KO SAMPAI PECAH SIOL!!! CEEBAI EE KO BUAT LAGI AKU TKNK GENG KO UH SIRIAUS!! URGGHHH!!! NO WONDER PEEPLE ARE AVOIDING U AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA BARU SMLM AKU BACE BLOG KO!!!!! HAIAHIHOIHHAHAHAHPAAH!!!!!! PERV FACE PERV FACE PERV FACE!!! YUCK!

okay, betta get go take some rest. later am working. pfft. at 6pm. time nowadays fly so fast. SERIOUSLY! baru duduk dah soh bangkit. urgh! bye!

3.03pm

O LVL RESULT PLEASE?

2008-01-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

HOOOOOOOOOOOLA!
I WUD LIKE TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE HU CONGRAT ME FOR MA O LVL RESULTS. BUT! INFACT I DIDNT DO PRETTY WELL THO. WELL, SO LETS SEE HOW DO I FAIR...

2007

EL - C6 [improved
C.HUMANS(SS/HIST) - E8 [KNN!
E.MATHS - B3 [BIG improved
SC(PHY/BIO)- D7 [pantat!
ART & DESIGN - C5 [ceeba'eh
MALAY - C6 [still effin' same!
MALAY(ORAL/AURAL) - MERIT [improved

2006

EL - D7
C.HUMANS - D7
E.MATHS - D7
SCIENCE - C6
ART & DESIGN - B3
MALAY - C6
MALAY(ORAL/AURAL) - PASS

AND SO, ITS A COMBINED RESULT DAT I GET 24 POINTS. WITH GRADES, (EL)6 (SC)6 (MT)6 (ART)3 (MATHS)3. STATED IN MA FORM A, L1R4 + CCA = 20 POINTS. YEA, I GOT AN A2 FOR CCA. WELL, AT LEAST. RATHER DEN IN 2006, I GOT A B4. SO TK PUAS HATI UHHH SIA! AS YALL SEE I PUT A 'BIG' THERE BESIDE MA MATHS GRADE, YEAH, ITS TOTALLY UNEXPECTED BECOS I WAS HOPING FOR AT LEAST A PASS OR EVEN C5. WELL, JUZ THANKED ALLAH, MASELF AND MRS MAK FOR THE REALLY IMPROVE OF GRADE. YAY! I CRIED AFTA GETTING AND SEEING MA RESULTS. BECOS I SAW AN EIGHT AND SEVEN IN MA RESULTS!! WAS PISSED BY MASELF! AND NOT FORGETTING, MA ART. GRR. I WAS SO PISSED OF DAT TOO. COS I DID SO MUCH BETTA FOR 2007 AND THE RESULTS ARE JUZ TOO FAKE FOR ME. BUT WAT TO DO KAN, DA FATE NK KENE C5. HAISHH........WATEVER IT IS, WELL AT LEAST I PUT MA VERY BEST EFFORT IN RETAKING MA Os.HEH..AND YEAH OF COS I AIMING FOR POLYTECHNIC. HERE ARE MA CHOICE OF COURSES DAT I ACTUALLI AMMEND(pfft) :-

1 - SONIC ARTS(RP)
2 - MOTION GRAPHICS(NYP)
3 - TECH AND ART MANAGEMENT(RP)
4 - DMD(NYP)
5 - BIOTECH(RP)
6 - IMD(TP)
7 - INFO COMM TECH(SP)
8 - MULTIMEDIA & ANIMATION(NP)
9 - VC(TP)
10 - MULTIMEDIA & INFOCOMM TECH(NYP)
11 - MUSIC & AUDIO TECH(SP)
12 - BIOTECH(TP)

HAAAAAAAAAHAARRRHHHH!!!
WELL, JUZ HOPE DAT I GET ANY CHOICES THERE. EVENTHO IF I HATE RP AND IF I GET IN THERE, AT LEAST I GOT INTO POLY!! (I NOE I PUT NYP 1ST CHOICE. DAMN!)
OKAY DATS ALL FOR ME TO SHARE BOUT MA O LVL RESULTS. HEH =)

2.20PM

2008-01-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

am back! wah i still awake sia.later working lagi...
buto uh.PFFFFFFT!
but lucky at 3pm. bole aku tidor lame siket..heh
work = boring & suck
noe y?
cos i got no fren there...got fren oso, dey nvr work during i work. mcm toot la..
realy damn damn boring. i wish it was like last tyme...much2 betta..
mayb i slack at work becos i got no fren.if talk to the cinones pon step diorg nk dgr ckp aku jek.step diorg bebual kunik jek..tau lah korg da senior..jgn eksyen uhh eh..serious speaking majority now is cinones and dey talk among demselves and if mengumpat oso i cudnt noe.tsk! even ma senior dat i noe which is oso dark skin talk to dem in their language. i really hate la.. talk and laughs amg demselves..den i wat?den lagi2 everytyme spot jek mistakes aku.aku buat mistakes bukannye nk bebual baek2 nk betolkan..nie ke tidak..diorg tgk aku, geleng kepale, mengeluh, kalao tegur pon dgn care kerek and sumtymes kasar...benci siol gini mcm...am really unhappy wit ma working condition tho...dat y i always like not in da mood...but wth kerje jek uh..duet nye psl pe..
hmmm aku tk tau lah but cam nk berenti super soon oredi...heh

and results coming! yeah! shhhhhhh!
juz now(19.01.08)i went np open haus wit karym,..naseb jadi bab dia tk jadi kluar nan fam dia..
kk..reach there abt 4+..went ard np, collect goody bag and donuts and donuts! ahha
sedappp siol donut! and the pencil case is so damn nice..went to tp nye, bag dia pulak la lawa...heh..went nyp nye, kental la siol..korg kene upgrade la...tk interesting tao...
den met dolla there and go to the health science skool and try out some tings like hearing ma pulse beat, check of blood glucose, learn how dey inject on the arm and look on how baby is delivered..was damn scary thooooooooo.
den da gitu we get a keychain bear and yada2..
den da gitu..we pata balek at the khemah near the cca booths..where bands perform..
and i knew dat plainsunset wud perform..so we did went back..skali ryte on tyme sia..
woo..catch dem performing on stage..mcm biase, still good in both live performance and recording..played ma fav song too..girl on qnst..yeah...was fun set...den dabes den me and karym rush to efas' pit at ecp..area f, pit 63.
kiwak, kiter jln almost an hr siak. kiter drop pat area c...mak oiii..gila babi la..
penat tao...abe da gitu jumpe hanifa,hafiza,luqman,miza,amyn and jarnjit pat sane...
okay la and nase bapak efa send kiter2 balek..fooo. lao tk kene jln balek lagi mampos aku balek lmbt siol..tapi tk kene! yay!
okay
bebual psl 18.01.08 lak eh...
went to catch fishtank live on stage at esp powerhaus wit zeema and ekyn..
went we reach, no one pat infront stage..semua dudok and new style oredi there..
den cam boring kan..den skali diorg ckp 2nd set get skanky..alamak part tu..
best gils la! tapi tk bestnye ekyn tk masok pit..bab penat kecian dia..masok wit zeema instead..bump into reezan and izzat and the gf..den reezan fren ade..dia mcm nk kenal2 nan aku gitu ..lol! but narh..but he protect me during pple mosh..bagos eh..hahahah...mampos~ oh ah, kiter pon ade skank same2..gerek gak..hah.ah..best la smlm..skank til i drop! woo! going crazier wen dey played the songs dat i noe..woo! last song was wat abt u...and fxcking cool oso..best la..den ade pon mcm paham mcm paham tgk aku smcm..becos y? i sang along wit the songs...den dey were like huh??? wtf...and skank pon tk skank betol jek..dey "skank"..irritating oni...YPs pe...harh! BODOH KORG SEMUA! HARH!
yea gonna catch dem again on 1st feb.weee~
da da da aku nk tido kay? take care
oh ah,
dia suke aku aku pon suke dia lah cam ne eh? hmmmmmm
and i noe yall wondering who is the mysterious 'dia'. harh! bye! =D

i mish ma bandmates soo bloody much! i hearts u guys =(

2008-01-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

okay lets talk abt TODAY..
well, like i said, FRIDAY MUST BE MA DAY. heh
so yea, its ma day!
FRIDAY = ROCKS!
okay, went tp open haus with sarifah and shekyn.
actuali called other peeple to join but none seemed free la..BOO!
but its okay..at least i got temans to teman go tp open haus.
actuali planned afta tp, go sp pulak.
BUT! tk sempat uh...journey to tp da like long uh...den reached at abt 3pm++..
obviously tk sempat kan??
kay when reaching tp and saw ma frens include 2nd bandmates..e.g kye,hatim ala yg gitu2 yg diorg uh pat bustop sane..
den was like HALO HALO!
den skali izzat, ma 2nd band's drummer, jumping while waving while yelling YANA YANA! same goes to the rest and some kaypos la..haha! which is hatim's frens..sorreh eh. heh! dey seemed happy to meet me and am happy too! but not really.............
ribot lah diorg.wish to join dem back again like the old tymes but oh well.......
haishhh....
i really mish dem...feel like hugging each and every one of dem..
i mean oni the ones dat i noe la...
REALLY!!!!!
idk when we're meeting and go lepaks again and jammmmmmmm.
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lagi byk2.
kay den went in lah den get the goody back and fxcking haf to show ezlink card?
mcm wth la? den dis gerl hu giving out the bags like saw ma ezlink stating 2001.
and dat is the year of issue fyi, bitch! not expiring year. PUKI KO! hope u read dis la.i cant really get wat she said to me but i juz say ma ezlink card is extended since i repeated in sec skool. so yeah wth she oso gave me the bag la.
kay den..went to meet shakkay.doing graffitis..was cool but damn tiring..poor he and frens...hmmmm den da gitu we go to the booths at IT and applied science..and we go design skool...haish..i go dere oso dunoe wat course am interested in.
HARRRRRRRRHA!
but not bad tho the courses there..i mean oni the ones i went..
check out ma blood type test and so as efa and ekyn.
me and ekyn are the Bs. and efa is AB. and she's RARE. i mean, peeple hus blood AB like its rare in spore la. the person said is like abt 5% of the population aje.
COOL LAH!
but i really tot i was O. HMPHHHHH. not satisfied aye? HARHHHH!
wateva..at least now i noe ma blood type.
me and efa get free candyfloss while ekyn get free popcorns..while we touring wit our tour guide at the booths, we are like not paying attention gitu la. cos we bz eating our bites. so, haha! there are games too. tried oso. den dere's an albino mice and hamster and albino bunny! so cute!
okay2..den afta dat went to meet shakkay back..den afta dat go.
den afta dat we go tamp mall eat BK.kecohing inside the BK.talked crap and babies and crap and crap. and yeah bump into cute hannan!! hahaha. telling abt he has a gig on the erm, 26th i tink at dxo. its rockon@dxo i tink the gig name. wateva.
i dun really go gigs oredi. oni open gigs. or mayb frens' gig. damn lazy and irritating now with YPs and poseurs. urrrgh screw dem!
kay den afta dat go. den proceed to admiralty to meet dear karym..
mish him lots!
but met ifa 1st cos ekyn wants her to cut her fringe so yah.
kay den met karym dila and nad..den naz dtg...
da gitu den da bye bye la.
not going home sooooo late la.
okay den da gitu da habes la!
guess wat, i just got to noe, O lvl result is on either 25th(fri) or 28th(mon)
damnn! so CLOSE!!! dook dook(staccato)dook dook(staccato). IT MEANS HEART BEAT LAH BODOH! dose musicians shud noe wats staccato. jgn eksyen uhh stop it siol! and hope i didnt spell it wrongly.harh! bye! tmr going np(mayb) and nyp open haus!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

FXCKING TIRED FXCK!

2008-01-10T16:47:00.001+08:00

yesterdaE,
first day of work = SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz hate it!
hate the atmosphere!
its not like wat i felt like last tyme!
fxcking sxcks the first day!!!
fxcking take advantage!!!!
fxcking many customers!
fxck day!
split shift = bore-ring!
pathetic!
arggggggggggh!
so fxcking tired!!!!!!!!!
lucky im not the only one to do fxcking closing!
damn! wat? i start back and i needa do all the chores?????
no way! fxcking fuck! u tink its easy? like helo? da lamer tk kerje and i feel so awkward okay! yesterdae was ma fxcking first day, gimme some chance can????
i bet im more tired den YOU. cos i do split shift.
dun tink im new there and can take advantage! YOU juz = SUCK!
HARH! THNKED GOD I GOT THREE DAYS OFF.
no wonderous peeple quiting!
ciba'ei!
FXCK YOU!

hello. aku mendak bole?

2008-01-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

TAGBOARD AKU CAM SIOL BOLE?
ANDDDDDDDDD
ESOK AKU KERJE SPLIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
URGH

NOW, WHERE'S MA OPTIONS FOR FONT SIZE AND DIFF TYPE OF FONTS AND COLORS!!!
I WANT TO BESARKAN MA FONTS AND COLOR IT!
STUPID BLOGGER!

1st day of work

2008-01-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

here, 1st day of work,
DIDNT GO LAHHHH!!
wanna know y?
COS MA EYES SWOLLENNNNN!!!!!
feeling sick a lil..
if i go, pple will freak out! so i woke up dis morn and went to see the doc..
well it was since yesterdae night,
afta i ma dad ask to ate the dispirin to cure the pain on ma gum..
it did cure BUTTTTT i tink im allergic to the medicine..
damn...
dis is the first tyme la..
went to doc..den he agree dat ma eyes swell becos of drug allergy..
dunoe if its real..
hmmm..still wondering..
he said i allergic to aspirin..
BUTTTT i tink i took aspirin before??
am not soooo shure lah...
wth..
ma eyes turned out to swell and looks like old granny and cacat!
i swear i wudnt go out wit those look..
pple will afraid to see me..
dis morn i woke up, it turned out scary la..
ma whole right eye area is covered by the humps..but ma eye can open uh but sepet uh..
and ma left its nth matter oni bottom part looks like ive not enof sleep la..
haish....
shit happens on the 1st day of work..
i really tot i wud haf a fever but NOT!
pffffffft

besok aku da start kerje kay?

2008-01-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

ahh, below post is actuali yesterdays'. i post it afta twelve a.m i didnt realise..
okay watever..
tmr, start work liao lerrrrrrr.
three o clock masok..
haish, currently am not feeling well..
well ma erm wisdom tooth there pain lah..the gums..checked and its burning red la!
den having difficulties to eat u noe..
i lapar lehhh..
now i juz finish eat obat dispirin(eh?) and i tink its gonna be cured real soon..
as ma dad said so..den am going eat like babi oredi!
woo!
ahh, the pain oso is the signs of me falling sick uh..
fever of cos..
haish..
cos been experienced quite a few tyme la..
when it comes to pain, den throat will oso affect..den da gitu fall sick uh ryte afta..
irritating uhhhhh!
haish..
todae went out wit fam first to eat and to buy ma kasot kerje...
&& btw todae tk pi snowcity uh..
anot go..wit shekyn..but since she got jamming and ends late den tk jadi lor..
but nvm..
i had fun lepaking wit her.. kinda miss lepaking wit her alone..
play daidi and suddenly cockroach came out! FREAK OUT LA SIOL!
damn, appear beside me summore tao..heesh..
stupid da..
speaking of cockroach, tadi when otw meet ekyn inside the 903 bus, was fxcking freak by the cockroach bus uh..its diff den the normal cockroach uh..
i call it bus lipas uh..cos everytyme inside bus same kind of dem..
den i go fly kick at the cockroach den penyet uh!!!
wooooo! disgusting la..dey nvr clean the bus ke? bad service la...hate it tao..
okay da stop2. mcm bitchy pulak aku..
ahhhh besok kerje ehh..must amalkan tido siang, bangon awal oredi...
haish, i tido siang oso no use la..tenot sleep oni..
will fall asleep automaticaly by 2+ or 3+ or sumtymes 4+ 5..haish..
den will wake up afta twelve in the aftanoon..
ape nk jadi ? anak dare tao..
tsk!

SNOW CITY!!

2008-01-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

tot todae was boring,but it turn up well tho..
went teaching scheme seminar with ma dad instead.
went out ard 1.45pm and reached the moe building at abt 2.40pm..
coincidently bumped into sareena,nizam and rashidee there while going for registration..
sat for two hrs in the podium and listened to the talk..
was abt to fall asleep tho.
the talk was boring and nth aint interesting..
afta the seminar, planned to seperate wit ma dad
so i did..
he went home while i go out wit the three..
difficult decisions to find place to eat.
so we went j.e to eat..
afta dat, nizam ajak go snow city..
was not in da mood tho cos its raining..
scared wud be more cold..
but wat the heack we went la since we got free ad!
SNOW CITY MAN! da lamer tao tk gi..oni go once during pri skool last tyme..
it was dammnnnnn fun there..
verrrrrrrrrrry cold! finally get to taste SNOWWWW again..HAHHHH!
the unknown peeple who werks there were like easygoing uh..
got one part we slide together..dey called it, TRAIN..
so cool..
den i kept on going for another rounds cos i find it so gerek!
the first round it was too fast and felt so gerun!!
okay, den the second last round of ma slide i slide alone..
den when i reaching the ending point,
alermak the guys there throw the boyas at me..
fxck! but gerek lah! very fun !!
nvr get hurt tho..
afta dat went another slide b4 they needa do some closing in there..
so yeah..
den afta dat, lepak outside awhile since it was raining and while waiting for others to finish work..
den chow..
in train, deciding where to go..
at last lepak..
pat cwp..cam biase..
den da gitu, chow!
tmr going for another round lah at snow city!! mayb..
harhk!
got tis guy talk to me bt tmr..saying there will be disco on
sounds fun but ntah lah eh..
zul said it was boring..idk..
shall see!

HEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADEQ SHARIFAH SAKILLA! da same umor dgn aku lah sey! xD

HAPPY 2008!

2008-01-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

halo halo kepala buto!
damn its a new year.
HAPPY 2008 UH EH!
i got lots of resolution for dis 2008..
well...
here's the listing:
+great and better life than in 2007
+pass ma Os(nie mesti!buat pe retake kan?!)
+go to either poly or err, NIE(cey mcm paham!)
+to make wacky frens in the new skool
+study hard and smart
+jamming(really uh its like been 1yr+ tk jamm taooo)
+perform in gigs(nie lagi! dari zaman batu siol)
+earn alot of $
+$$
+$$$
+gathering with sec frens( I MISS YALL!)
+gathering with pri frens(ah nie part susah siket)
+new boyfren(ceyyyyyyyyyyyyy dream on eh)
+own electric guitar(again, mcm real)
+own a psp
+and etc

hmmmmm these are wat i can tink of for ma resolution uhh..mayb got summore..
hmmm
i got lots of tings to post abt recently but
im lazy to update la.
cos these days ma internet gone yeaketiekketiak la.
mayb soon la eh..soon.
BTW! im working back at ma old workplace.
starting nxt week?
yall wanna noe where yall ask me kay?
i dunoe but last resort uh..
kerane nk $$$$ nye psl..
tmr plan.........
gonna watch 'alien vs predator 2' with fadhil,shahidah,amyn,karym and shekyn..
WOO!
and i watched citer 'i am legend' oredi..
it was okay...saddening oso..cool show..scary too la byk terkejot-terkejot..
dennn afta go watch movie, going skool band-_-..
afta go band, going OMS..
yes, i joined the OMS(SMO) spore malay orchestra..
dunoe if im long dere xD harh!
gonna be spending the whole day!goshhh!! conferm tired gils siaaaaaa!
okay betta get going! update err, soon!
heh =D

MCR CONCERT LIVE IN SPORE 11.12.2007

2007-12-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

as yall noe, i went for MCR!!!!!

hell eyea sorry for the late update!

bz lahh.......

BAHARH! now im writing harap aku ingat lah segalenye..

hmm kay went out abt 1+++pm, meet efa..

went to bp to take digi-camera from ma aunty's kids..

took the lrt..

afta dat, we're off to expo to max pavillion..

was a far journey there so camwhore la siket dlm train tu..

okay we've reached and i was like WHOA. ala, jakon tk perna gi expo..

really! ah nie pat toilet expo uh..

me and efa's stomach was grumpling so we decided to eat at BK..

saw some peeple too into some outfit for the mcr concert..

mostly wore the mcr shirt..
hmmm den afta eating..went off to max pavillion..took our tyme tho..

cos its still early...

i hate waiting..so yah..

reached the max pav abt 4++pm..

<<>

meet fai and gee and dey got some frens wit dem too..and b4 dat, saw mudnur! wit the lil bro...

wah, coincidence lah.. juz smiled and waved at him..

kinda miss him..

kay den me n efa sat ard dem..waiting for the doors to open in the Q at the Q-jumpa..

we kept on standing and sitting and the crowd howling and screaming i dunoe for watever..
like hello? the doors open at 7pm.

den ard 6pm..we had to line up in twos to go thru the door..
and the peeple were shouting and screaming again..

and irritating part was dere's some peeple scream asked to move back..like wtf uh..peeple pon mls nk lyn ko..and oso its hard to move back ass!

okay den its tyme for us to go in!! the doors are open!!!!

woooo! nie part baru leh scream and howl...tol tk tol? excited uhh babe..

lucky we stand not far back from the door..

hmm get in, our bags checked, and ma camera needa withdraw as the police security saw it..

but den..w/o the police security lookin at me, i cepat2 uh go away..

wahhhh nasebbbb!! ape lagi, saw peeple ran den me and efa oso ikot lari uh..

and guess wat, we get to stand near the stage!!!!!! wooo!!!! our luck la..
2nd row... huehue... nvr stand wit fai gee all cos dey're lost from us..

den maken lame maken ramai org masok..
den wait for mcr to start peh lame..

supposely start at 8pm. and it begun at 9pm. .

wtf uhhhhh??? nie lah gig..slalu deleedarelee..
ermm saw dat balloon? sorry uh tk sempat nk circle..

its colorless la..mcm condom can?>>>

ahhhh dis balloon lahh pple excited...shout2 scream2 at it..

and so dats the biggest balloon uh i tink..

HAHA! wtf?

kay these are the
crowd...hehehe..waiting for mcr to
come..the guy in mid mintak kene LOL.>>

hmm while waiting for mcr, played some songs for us to hear la..

den ade maen lagu greenday tao..lagu ape tah title ape aku mls uh nk check..

uhhhh gerek uh lagi tu den skali crowd pon gerek siak! stakat lagu maen jek da nk mosh tolak2 org sampai aku penyek to the front..irritating siak part tu..hmm
okay i was busy adjusting ma camera and didnt noe the opening of mcr..

i was like huh? huh? da start?

their open act was "this is how i disappear"..

mak dia betol ma fav siol...

den jump2 like crazy til hard to take pic cos peeple behind kept pushing the front peeple..

kay these are the beginning pics uh tat ive took...credits to me uh ehhh...

ahhhh more of it...... credits to me again... = oD

but damn i cudnt get a clear view of frank and mikey....btw only bob wasnt there!!

okay, these are the vids dat i found in youtube dat i found its good. catch dem out! yes, dey play old songs too..'Helena', 'Im Not Okay' and i tink its...'You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison'..NTOH? CHECK OUT FRANK AND MIKEY!!!

kay and these pics below is the very last part..in the end...

da habes!!!!!! fyi i got summore pics but dunwanna upload uh..leceh noh!

part nie kan, coli aku nan terbukak abe sempat amek gambar! xD

part nie nan duduk satu corner kecohing abt juz-now-incident..

kay muke aku nmpk excited tapi penat gils uh kay!

P.S : juz now i really dreamt of i met frank and mikey!!!! omg!! i get to get frank's attention uh as i shout his name..den we go one corner take pics with hug and french kiss...KIWAK BETOL LAH SIAKKK AKU BRANI SUMPAH!!!! den he ajak go haf a drink budden i say narh i needa go sumwhere esle...lol...tapi betol sey aku pon heran asl aku mimpi cam gitu...eesh best kan kalao real life.. not in dream!! i wish...heheheheheheheehehehehehehehheeh

muacks! *menjeng siak*

6:30:00pm

SUMMER'S OVER DIDNT GET TO PLAY AN OPENING FOR MCR! ='(

2007-12-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

didnt get to catch todae's performance as ma parents dun allow..
wtf..
but nvm..
heard dat is not dat happening and also becos the skank/mosh floor is wet..
in addition if i go oso i tink i wudnt be skanking nor mosh..
ma body pain like giler giler! feeling so weak and tired..
but i missed plague of happiness i find out dat deyre good! mcm rancid malay verison gitu..
i bet u tadi byk punks kan..
hmm gerek kan..
tapi tkpe la...
hmm but den kluar nan family uh tadi..
go eat again at wld lame..same place..
tis tyme...ordered...CRAB!
wahhhhh lao..so nice la hingga menjilat kaki~
been so long nvr eat crab...den eat oso mcm bodo uh...berkecah siol den kulit2 dia irritating uh..DUH
thnks to ma parents for blanjaring..
but i still lapar uh....
dats all lor for todae..
hmm tuesday is going to be a big day for me..
to catch mcr..
i dun feel like WOAHHHH! i dunoe y..
hmmm..but i cant wait tho..
gonna wear all black for the black parade..
smgt lah siket kan...
nie pon 1st tyme gi concert popular band kan..
so yah...
tapi i sedih tk dpt tgk frank............................

PLAINSUNSET!

2007-12-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

okay, i seemed soooooooooooooo blur juz now.
so so blur..
i tink ALLAH really dun allow me to see him again....
gosh, i knew it i;ll bump him there...
went somerset at the lime flea market there to get an exchange for the mcr tix wit efa and gee..
guess wat, i needa shout "FRANK IERO IS THE SEXIEST BEAST IN THE WORLD!" since he's ma fav in the band..den i can get the erm, tag?
futhetic!!
okay den aftadat, we went walk2 at hmv..looking ard some new albums..and came fairul..
den we proceed to ljs as i wanna eat there..
huehue..
we have a fun long talk at ljs..talk abt the old days...
wah memorable lahh...i miss the old days..
den proceed to walk2 ard town area..
so we juz walk to orchard..
den while walking..........
fairul turn back and say ma name..."yaaanaaa..." like so furious like making me "wat wat?"
i was blur ...den he said "****~" ...i was like huh?!?!?!?! mane? mane?(feeling so kanciong) and looking ard and i didnt see a single sign of him...suddenly someone came and pass me some flyer shit..
i was wtf?! and more blur.....
den efa hu was walking beside me say "****"..tu! tu! while looking at him walking.."
den i was like huh???? my heart was beating so fast and i look back he was walking soooooooooooo fast! (&$)(HTNF)@)(UFJ)#@Q)#_)_!!! i wanna look at him...juz once afta so long.....damn...i really didnt get to see his front..oni his hindback!!!!! my heart really pumps so fast!!! feeling a lil weak..
haishhhh...sigh..
den dey tell me dey look at each of us and afta looking at me, he look away and walk so so fast..
i agree dat he walk so so fast okay! i saw! omg..why are u so. . . . . . .. . .
haish...
when did i ever shit onto u? im really sad...really2 sad...
haf u not forgive me? at least be-fren back it doesnt matter ryte?
HAISH.........

we den continue walking and and go to borders nye toilet..den skali kene pata balek somerset...
alamak..den fairul scare me skali bump into him again..
haishhh..
but no.
okay den proceed to ct hall and meet the rest..fai and gee went off while efa go lavender to meet her bro..
den da gitu da habes!
hmmm i kinda miss the lot.
kecoh wit dem oso... den afta meet dem we proceed to esplanade lor..
den wait2..den abg ajeek called me and YAY! get to hug him and mit his new gf...
hehehe...
okay its like the 2nd day of the so called, ska n reggae fest..
todae ramai..smlm okay2 la..
todae like fxck..minareps beside me trying to mosh and hit2 me..wtf sia!!!!
so damn fed up la!
but overall okay la..
i get to watch 2 bands todae..I DIDNT CATCH CESSPIT!!!!!!! cos i needa go off early la...
yest i oni watch 1 band..I MISS THE SALLYS OKAY!
haish but nvm..
tmr...
mayb going...catch the m'sia ska bands...
heard dat dey're awesome..
so tgk la..
penat tao!
i got bruises on ma body!!!! a big hump on ma arm!!!!
all thnks to the badak2 and the mina2 and mat2 reps!

ARGH AKU RINDU KAU TAU TK!
=(

u brought me to the place ive never been. . ..

2007-11-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

not going out todae... =(
cos like hari2 aku kluar...so nk impress mak aku siket lah...
besok lagi nk kluar...tgk sallys!!!!
long tyme no skank..tmr enjoy uh eh...
planned to catch the full flight gig!
to watch ayul's band and adam's band..
aku pon nga pokai gak..so tk jadi lah..
sorry adam...i will catch ur band nxt tyme!!!!!
err plainsunset will be there but idk whether todae anot...
im gonna miss adam's band again...HBAT..
ayul's band, nov iris... oso im missing.. da lame tk jumpe ko sey ayul...
tu ari aku chat tk reply lah pulak...haish...

oh thnks ifa for cheering me up late midnyte juz now for letting me to laugh at the minah yg keningnye wayang pekgee punya!!!!!!!
lol!!!!! tk bleh ang siol.........!!!
i still haf the link! those who nk tengok and join ketawe ask me for the link oryte...
im not puting here cos nanti ade je kene caught....buahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!
u can laugh non-stop seeing her pics and pics comments!!!!
cbknnblc!

eyeah, i wud like to share smth too..
bout these days i kena kacao....
idk lah... its furthetic but scary uh...
okay nowadays i owaes online up late til bt 1+ or 2+am...
okay recently, afta using the comp due to wanna pass motion, in the toilet den,
while passing motion lah..abt 1am.. i hear "someone" just outside the toilet door..
i use the kitchen toilet uh..
i bet dat "someone" is neither ma family members cos i noe im just the only one who is still awake... i heard like sharp finger nails hiting ma kitchen window double beat by double beat..
im starting to get scared lah cos its like continuosly doing it!!!!! den aftaawhile i hear pple like hammering smth on top juz outside ma toilet uh...i juz heck care and finish pass motion uh..den i quickly clean maself and on the tap to the max so dat the sound of the water from the tap hiting the basin is louder den the sound outside uh..
den i try to hear..no more..den i wanna go out from the toilet..scared oso uh..i juz open it fast and see nth...fuhh was quite relief uh... i look outside the window awhile oso..juz looking ard...hahahah ee..oso nth lah...den i quickly get back to ma comp room to off ma comp properly...den while waiting for windows to shut down, smth like the spanner or watever lah fell uh..the sound is from the kitchen!!!! weird ryte...afta i hear tat i quickly off the comp switch juz liddat..and checking out by peeping at the kitchen uh den nth..followed by closing all the lights quickly and went inside ma room, close the door and tried sleeping...
=S
tis incident was last 2 or 3 days i tink..i cant remember..

okay den YESTERDAE..well juz now lah morning2 late nyte..
i tot of off to ma room to force maself to sleep at abt 12++++ near to 1aM..
cos i noe smth will happen when its abt to 1am..
and yah lah..ma fren, again! sending me email of ghosts pictures....
LOOKS REAL DAMMIT!!!
fxck sia i was scared oredi lahhh....
same as tat tyme i kena..the day afta...ma other fren oso send me email featuring ghost in it...
LOOKS FXCKING REAL!!!!!
but den..nvm lah a lil of ma bravery is there..
and oso becos ifa send smth ridiculous lah...i look at it and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh til 2am+++...didnt realise the tyme oso..
yeah...
was chatting wit quite a numba of pple regarding the MINAH..den one by one offlining..
den i oso decided to offline lah cos nobody wud chat wit me oredi..
again, all haf slept..excluding me...
i get to off the comp properly tis tyme..but den...
when i wanna off the switch, ahhhhh
i hear kids crying or laughing like making soft noises but really really WEIRD and FUNNY den suddenly at the end of it got a lady lauging...i cant really remember how the laughter goes...
wat i can tink abt its PON lah.....i was so scared...the laughter comes from a distant away..i quickly switch of the lights, went in ma room, close the doors and tried sleeping...
HAHAH. again the same ting...
yah lah i scared siol....
den i slept like abt 4am i tink..cannot sleep ...cos so many tings im imagining and tinking abt...
haish....
scary eh?
i noe...
now i dunoe wats next!

okay skang nk wish...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAFEEZ, IFA, DYLA, LING QIAN SQUARE FACE & MONDAY!

i say, "kay, hz hnn?" im
PEARKOL SKALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

why must i still tink of IT? i bet its no use oredi...
ahh, i dunoe wassup wit me...
damn...
one whole after midnyte i cant sleep...
look thru those msges...pictures..
again i feel so regret and i feel maself useless..
WHY?!?!?! why i tink dis way?!?!?!
i didnt even do anyting wrong..am not at fault either!!!
ahhh stop it!
it will just be a memory....
look, i even dreamt of IT! sampai terbawak ke mimpi siol...
i tot it was a reality...and i just wish it could be just, REAL.
not in ma dream....
but at least i get to hug IT tight and didnt let go in dat dream.....
it feels so real that i really hug u, bunny.
ahhhh why am i? wat am i doing????
i haf to admit that...
i still love IT and missing IT...............................................
i hope to bump soon...............
i dunoe..
tis tyme..
i cannot let tings go easily....
hard for me...
so hard....
='(

todae is ur sweet sixteen..hope u enjoy..
& happy bdae...

mcr concert on 11 dec!!

2007-11-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

HEY! IVE BOUGHT THE MCR TICKET! FREE STANDING @ 97$! WEEEE!!!
hmm but idk y i dun feel sooooo amaze by it lahh...
in addition,
now, i heard pple said mcr perform live not nice....
frank and mikey not coming....frank got wedding den mikey mak dia saket...
alamak!!!! FRRRRRRRRANNNNK!!!! y u marry 1st??? i wanna date u afta ur concert!!!!!
grrrr!!!! i want u on stage man...... haish haish haish.....!!!!!!
y lahhhhhhh?????
heeshhhh.............
i hope the day is going to be an awesome one and their set live on stage must be a great one too man!
see u fxckers who will be going there ayte!!!!!!!!!! ;D
to shekyn, try to goooooooooooooooooooooo!!! kay?

an hour to bunny bdae..........happy bdae..=(

n7 cluster mini comp

2007-11-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

i haben talk abt errmm N7 cluster mini comp dat juz also recently had yet...launched on 23rd nov..eh? hahahah ntah eh tk ingat uh...it was a fun set tho...

knew we'd win 3rd place so yah yah watever...no supporters for dat day but in fact can bring supporters! just dat mayb THEY dunwanna haf it! cibs sak prangs! when we up on stage, not bad lah byk jugak supporters dari sekelian2 eventho we had oni A FEW of our own supporters..

den kan...ade bdk2 kecik pon compete..two pri skools, wellington and fuchun... CUTIES!!!!

got tis cute lil guy too perform a solo set playing the piano of the song, forever in love..alamak..touching siol!!!! he da besar confermation nye HENSEM! ah2..cine uh..small boy..CUTE GILS!!!! mcm nk buat balek hehehehe..

okay da tu je uhh...oh yah we get 30$ popular/cd-rama voucher each....okay la tuhh!

and thnks to mr shaifuddin for guiding us thruout for tis mini lil tiny small competition yeah!

u rock! \m/ =D

nah nie gambar2 nye...cheh aku da pandai lak letak gambar2....waahhahaha

2007-11-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

okay, yesterdae was errm s.k.y's job session..well..
tis job mcm business2...but am shure i cant kerje bagai cam gini cos dia pon mcm sales promote2 product2...so yahh..
and betol lah siol balek umah kena nag sia...kena fxck upside down by ma mom..
wah, ganas tuhhh.
but den ryte the gaji mampat but if u do sales and watsoeva uhh..
den dgr2 nxt yr gi JAPAN...err, in other words, "lets go to osaka!!" & "see yall in japan nxt yr!"ehk gitu ehk ? hahahaha..
kinda feel so weird at the session..cos s.k.y like the youngest dere..
the job must be 18 and above lah..so kiter pon try2 aje kan...lol...
during the session, spotted alot of funny stuffs...
den dey show some slides abt they went travelling ard the world for FREE and been given $$ to spend and shop and spend and shop la...
supposely ends at 10pm.. but draggggggggg to abt 1050pm..
mcm "DURGH-_______-" lah....
the s.k.y pon same rase2 nk terkens sey...itu kembar of _____ uhhh!!! lol lol lol!!!!
den da gitu gitu uh abe gitu den gini abe gitu lagi den gini gini den gitu abe gini siket abe da.
kiter semua bawak balek business kit siol! hahahahaha
i go home, kena fxck! cb! ahhahahah tau tk buat balek cos am not interested anyway...
and toilet part eh kan, afta the session..we all rush rush rush uh skali toilet pat yg luar behind the lavender mrt stesen tu girls nye closed siaaaaa..karym lucky lah pulak! cb!
den planned la nk turon cthall jap gi toilet..den skali kiter da masok stesen, shekyn dari jao nmpk toilet lah siol!!!! baek punya mata! her shit helps. lol! no offence! den apa lagi...
buang lah air kecik kami.......... lega rasenye...
heheheheheh, mampos!

okay den juz now ryte, i went LAVENDER again lah...
i was forced to woke up early2 sia abt 830am...haishhhh i was soooo super tired and sleepy lah siol..
i da tersadar 7am cos ma mom was like the alarm clock for ma bro...he had to go to skool la...
heesh tating siols! abe i sleep back pon awhile den had to wake up liao....
so hard to wake up..den bathed all den go out uh...
go ica building..at last lah ma parents hidopkan the passports....woooo!!
cant wait to go jb lah sioll da lame sioll!!!! den da gitu...den i bump into a fren of hatims'. nyp nye budak uhh... yg hensem2 yg mcm cine...mataer cine siol!! sajak la tu kan..
nk tegur tapi tknk uh aku malu..hee hee hee..aku rase dia pon same2 lah cos dia asek tgk2 kan aku.... =S aku buat derk jek uh...
hmm okay den da gitu proceed lah ke err j.e..
yeah went to imm..den go eat at the bali and thai restaurant..mcm thaiexpress siol....tapi thaiexpress lagi best uh...hehehehe...
den da gitu...proceed to the samsung customer service nye tempat to purchase for charger..
den da gitu..proceed to err coca-cola nye tempat uh naek taxi kiwak aku da mabok nk muntah siol...tempat dia kat tuas sane...cb uh...
while in the taxi..i saw *. i tink uh... dunoe dia ke tk uh..wit a fren..
heesh. or i juz see the figures of * jek...
haishhhh... see la... haishhhh...
oh btw its 12am! and its abg ajeek bdae!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH ABG KU SYG! hehehehehe! hugs hugs!
okay back to the errm topic..okay actuali go coca-cola nye tempat to take prize uh..
ma sis mng smth..skali dpt a big glass bottle coke provided wit a mexican hat as the cap..hahaha
ingat ape jek..
but nvm lah..da bagos tu...err okay den lepas tu we find ways to balek uh..
den naek bus at blakang..192..to boon lay station..
kiwak...quite long journey uh..i was like so sleepy and end up i dizzy sia afta the ride...i feel so weak..like seriously..feel like wanna faint lahh...nvr felt like dis b4...
i dunoe y sey...ma energy not good todae...eventho ive eat alot...mcm wtf!
i was like really2 weak lah den wanna go toilet and vomit but tk jadi...cos i believe im strong..
i juz bare wit it la awhile..
den in the train..i sleep la..cannot tahan..
den da reach home..lagi sleep peacefully...lagi best!!!!!
i woke up, im quite okay oredi...still got abit dizzy..
and den................afta few mins, the best part, ma sis brought home TAKOYAKI!!!!!!!!!!
fav dok!!!!

ahhh okay, 1st tyme i upload gambar afta so long ehhh... nk try2 gak...hmm nie lah abg ajeek! hehehehe... hensem tk? ahh nari bdae dia...HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ABG!!

i dunoe y cos im listenin to reggae songs..=S

2007-11-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

suppose to haf a s.k.y gathering.... but end up, NTOH?
i was pissed by SOME tings... it was so unpleasant for me to see and hear...
watever it is, DOOOOOOOOOD, THE TRUTH IS OUT!
now idk going out anot as i bathed and still waiting for the ryte ans...
haishh...dis is wat i hate..
sometymes feel dis way.... if ure in ma position, u shud noe how im feeling ...
i just HATE waiting...waiting is boring..waiting is such a fxck and an ass... it eats tyme...tyme is fxcking precious..its totally bothering me if i had to wait....if i shud haf gone from waiting, dun blame me..blame urself for being, TK JADI or LATE and thousands of reasons for dat...
hmm who eats chilli, u are the one who taste the hotness... in a convertion way from an malay idiom...
well.... let tis thing out is good... sorry no offence but i haf to let it out.... cos its irritating...
but it is a normal routine... i dun mind oredi but sumtymes it will juz pissing me off the shit...
especially if i having period...haishh
watever...

BTW!, i've been TERMINATED!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
am so glad....!!!!! Im happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but at least i got $$ from dem...
hahk! but haf to wait til 15 dec...gosh! i fxcking want the $$ asap..wanna go mcr okay...
thnks for the termination cos i hate to see THEIR faces..
fxcking fxck wanna kena flying kick by the faces...
the job is okay... but THEM.. fxcking not cool..
the peeple at work i mean the newbees are way cooler okay...
hahahahahah... ifa shekyn and me skali arong..
gerek? GEREK UHHHH!!!
okay its tyme for me to find a new job...much much better... not like THEM(not the job but THEM)...hahk!!
kk i wanna ciao liao..
jadi kluar...
err i tink...
haaaaaaaaaaa!
bye!
saaaayo-nara!

shits & shouts

2007-11-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

17/11 lime sonic bang yaw!
i went okay!!!! it was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr fun! yeah at the siloso beach..
woo! i went there wit shekyn..like furtetic lah me and ekyn oni go...the rest cant make it mcm sedihh siaaaaaaaaaa....the biggest thang man going on....
reached dere.... walk and walk no signs of the gig..den walk again den oh, there it is!
okay den reached, we walk ard the erm flea market..yeah...lots of stuff there yaw..shekyn go and get her goodie bag! damn i shud haf bought the magazine.....den i cud get..
but wth lah i dun mind of not getting...
okay den we go and see bands performing.. bump into ekyn fren..i cant remember her name..
den we sat sumwhere near the stage la..
den afta dis band perform..i cant remember...i noe dey play punk songs like, HEY! HO! LETS GO! and some other songs i kenal...i noe dem cos i play tony hawk pro skater game b4..den got these songs...hahahah okay furtetic..
but cool lah... okay like i said afta dis band perform, teros one by one and one whole group of punks and guys and guys and guys and guys and punks came towards our seat...
was like =S
yeah man...so scary... hahahahahhaha
but wth juz sit there oni lah den skali got one part i turn back den got butt infront of ma face sia..
he was like changing i dunoe with his boxers...seemed so wet..so disgusted! like i told shekyn to look behind den both of us like tundok and go, "MAMPOS"....
hahahahahhaha yeah man so wrong man... eeyer..
den da gitu i msged timon uh...ask where he..den join he and frens include reezan..
wah again, like last yr, the day b4 ma bdae went out wit dem but at vivo..tis yr, went out wit dem again but at sentosa..
hahahah cool lahhh..
den we haf fun enjoy2 watch the performances by local bands...
yeah summer's over was the shit lah...
heheheheheh crushcrushcrush!
den got summore la...i malas wanna mention...
kay den da nyte uh...den go gila2..go watch plainsunset all...den go aliff sia..mampos..
tot of going off early dat nyte..den we decided to stay as ava is up...
bump into frens of ma ex and dey kick ass la...dey wishes me bdae and gimme light sticks as ma presents..AWWWWWWWWWWW...
hehehehehe okay...den da gitu we go rushrushrush to find out ava.. den otak lu ava..
its like other bands..monofone..gse..astroninja..waited2 like buah tk jato den ava is up! and me n ekyn ape lagi masok itu kandang uh..
da gitu saw yana...heheheh hug her la.. da gitu..i was in the mid of moshpit..
nk mampos i didnt realise..den i like go crazy and faster2 go to the side..
mampos aku nanti kat dlm kandang tu... okay den ava perform den mcm whoa lahhh!!!
hahahahahahah i love kicking peeple..nk masok mosh tapi tgk babi2 beruang2 badak2 gajah2 semua tk jadi uhh....shekyn stop me for kicking peeple.. cos scare tat the peeple might hunt me..
hahahahha like normally, we are FENCE for the peeple who moshed la.. okay watever..
it was fxcking cool set by ava..and the moshpit was super cool lah.....
okay den afta ava den chiow la...late liao lahhhh....
dat day really bump into lots of peeple... really miss dem...
went back took the taxi cos suay oredi afta turn 18/11, hahaha i swear i dunwanna mention it cos it fxcking fxck uh...peeple starting to msg me oredi...
reach home abt 1am+... den lucky nvr kena scold..
ma bdae liao mah...but den later on kena scold like for no reason..mcm wth..okay watver..
oh yah, ma dae oso suck cos i saw tat bitch! bitch from hell! hahk... cinebabi...yah..mengumpat kasi org dgr lak tu..babi peh cine...harap ko mati besok! fxcker!
kk i shud now talk abt...

18/11 - ma bdae can? turned 18 liao! but dun feel 18!! =S
okay, ma bdae was errr quite cool lahh..
but i dunoe y dat day i kept crying...
just cant stop thinking dat day was ma unlucky day....saddening i noe..
im so disappointed and saddened by some TINGS..
eventho ma bdae sounds special to me, i guess its not..
but was special with ma family lah..
dey treat me eat dinner..
ma bro lak bought for me tis tee statin, "check out the copycats"..den at the back got wrote summore la..
wah he did noe i hate copycats huh...
cool cool..
thnks lah eh abg...hahaha!
dinner was super awesome lahh! the food all mamasito one...
very the dilisioso! very the tasty gils la....yall shud try...
at wld lame kalao nk tau...kedai kopi near the sheng shong..
secret recipe betol uhhh shud try!!! the ayam kan wahhhhh diff taste..the kulit like crisp..
SEDAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
heheheheheh
okay dats wat i got for ma bdae..
thnks u peeple for wishing me heheheheh..i really appreciate it..
and to fadel and ifa, thnks u double2... cos u guys made a post at ur blogs abt ma bdae..lol..
mcm wow lah for me....hahahahahahhaha tk sangke..
but hey, i appreciate it lots okay...hugs u guys plus u peeple!
oh and i tot im going to get a BIG BDAE PRESENT from ma company...
hahk! TERMINATION it is!
hahahahahahah yeah...
skali tk uh naseb... cos i got follow-ups..
til todae oso no sales..kns lahhh... i really suck at this!

wahh its late! i better go off tmr skoolin...!
yeah band pfft!
and besok aku kerje lahhhh oiii! tambah pfft!!!
oh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMIN CARTUN AND AWIE PATRICK OKAY?!

complicated

2007-11-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

oh, ma bdae is comin'!
let see, err 1..2...3..FOUR more days!
haish...
ive no plan for ma bdae tis yr..
even if it is actualli a special bdae for me...
hmm im working on dat day too..
haish....AGAIN..
smth doesnt seemed ryte..
i still kept tis erm, THING in ma mind...
i just cant let it go...
every tear drops, mean EVERYTING.
haishh....AGAIN AGAIN...

IMY, bugs bunny...

=S

2007-11-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

since i had nth to do....
haish....
todae seemed to be a boring day for me...
not working todae but instead working at home..
yah i mean, i needed to handle dis customer todae instead of yest cos he seemed to be interested for subscribing...
called him at 2+ which i juz get back from erm, skool but he told me to call back half an hr later cos he juz aboard the bus..
??
i called again and he was still in the bus and telling me he'll call me back..
err, BUT HE DIDNT til now!
ala, was wanting a sale from him lah..... hopefully when i get back to him again, got sale arrhhh!

yeah juz now i went to skool.. not really actually..erm
woke up at 11 and i received 13 missed calls and 2 msges..heheheh
i sleep die can?
okay den i msg karym telling sorry cos i fxcking late lah..suppose to be in skool at 10 but den woke up at 11. MAMPOS!
karym oso late...so he wait for me and ask to go mandi..
den i straight away lah mandi den siap2 all den went out 1150..
band pract pon habes kol 1pm.. i tink by the tyme we reach finish liao..
den skali betol lah sia!
me n karym aboard the bus like ard 1215..den reaching oredi den amyn msg saying band finish liao..
ahahaha mcm wth lah...
den we board dat bus one whole round lor..amyn naek the bus and was wit shaida..
den da gitu...we talk and laugh in the bus lah den we went cwp den dats all lah...
reach home, i take out all the papers from work and readily to call ma customer...
hmmm actuali planned to sk8te todae wit ma kuzzin n her frens..
plan ruin gils uhhh mcm fxck...
tau aku kerje...............................................................
CIBS SAK PRANGS!

and fyi, i dun entertain, POSEURS.

GOING THRU NEW CIRCUMSTANCES

2007-11-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LAGIGI!
GUESS WAT, O LEVELS ARE OUT OF MA LIST!
SEC SKOOL LIFE IS ALSO OUT!
YESTERDAE WAS MA LAST PAPER, SC PAPER 1.... MCM WOOOOH LAH!
ITS TYME TO ENJOY JOY AND HAF FUN FUN FUN AND WORK WORK WORK!!!!
JYEAH MAN WORK.
GOT A JOB LIKE ABT LAST 3 DAYS, ON SAT WHICH IS B4 MA Os END..
GOT TIS JOB THROUGH IFA AND HER FRENS...
THNKS TO THEM UH EH....
A WORTHY JOB, BEING A TELE-MARKETER, UNDER *HUB CTV..
FXCKIN NICE IS DAT, 7$ per hr...
MCM WHOA KAN??? HAHA AKU TAU...
THE BEST DAMN TING IS DAT ONLY WORK 15 HRS IN 4 DAYS..
WEEKDAYS - CHOOSE ANY 3 DAYS, 7PM-10PM
WEEKENDS - CHOOSE EITHER SAT OR SUN, 11AM-6PM..
SO EYEAH..
OKAY,
YESTERDAE WAS MA 1ST DAY OF TRAINING...
ARRIVED THERE EXACT 7PM..
DEN WENT IN TO THIS DISCUSSION ROOM AND WAITED FOR THE LATE COMERS...
WHILE WAITING, THERE WAS QUITE A NUMBA OF PEEPLE ENTERING THE ROOM FOR TRAINING TOO... TOTAL UP, 22 TRAINEES?!
EYEAH...
WHEN BEGIN THE SESSION, WE NEED TO INTRO OURSELVES..
I WAS NERVOUS AND SHY SO I JUZ SAID "MY NAME IS YANA...NURYANA...GOING 18 SOON". HUEHUEHUE..I HEARD SOME PEEPLE LIKE GO WHOOOOO AFTA I SAID DAT...I HAF NO IDEA Y...AHAHA SICK.
WAS TOLD TO SAY OUT WHETHER SINGLE ANOT AND HOBBIES BUT I DIDNT.
OKAY, DEN AFTA ALL INTRO...THE SESSION BEGUN..
THE TRAINING WAS OKAY LAH.. BUT TIRED OF SITING AND HEARING AND AFTA MOMENTS, GOT BLURRED....FIND IT WAS LIKE DIFFICULT TO HANDLE...
ALA, KERJE MANE TK SUSAH?
HMM INSYAALLAH, I CAN HANDLE THE JOB AND SURVIVE IN THERE LAH...
I'LL JUST TRY MA BEST YAW.....
=S =S =S =S

HOOOOOOOOOOOOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST DAMN THINGS,
-GOT A NEW BAND..BUT JUST FOR FUN.. =D
-GOT A SKATE CLAN TOOOOOOOOOOO!
-GOT A WORTHY JOB

BTW, AKU ANGON AWAL TADI......
SEBAB MAK AKU ORDER HOTCAKES DARI MC....
AKU NYE KEMPUNAN NK MKN TU PON DAH HILANG!!
SEDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP GILS!